At midnight I woke up panting. It's been forever since I've had this dream and this time o just wanted to hold Gerard, so I selfishly woke him up. "Frankie? Are you okay?" He groaned.
"I used to have dreams were I would beat you to death and before they didn't bother me, but I had one right now and I'm scared and I want to hold you." He nodded and scooted into my arms.
"It's okay Frankie. I'm alright."
"Just talk to me, please?" I begged him.
"Okay Frankie."
"Have I told you I love when you call me Frankie?" I whispered.
"Mhm. It makes you feel like your mine." He smiled and soon the thoughts of the dream were gone. He nuzzled his little face into my chest. "I love my Frankie." He whispered.
I smiled and he poked my chest, right over my heart. "That's where I am. I'll always be there. So if you ever get scared Frankie remember that I'm right here." He poked my chest again.
"Okay." I nodded. "I love you." He smiled and hummed.
"Can we sleep now Frankie?" I nodded and we both laid back down, whereas we had been sitting up.
"Frankie did you just tell me one of your secrets." I paused and thought. "Yeah. I did."
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1.I hate when you make spaghetti
2.I actually don't go to the gym
3.I love to smoke pot.
4.My mom isn't my mom.
5.Rover's not our dog.
6.We first started dating as a dare
7. I stole your ring
8. I almost died
9.Every Thursday night I go to clown college
10.I dream of being in a band
11.I stole two guitars from the music store
12.I don't work.
13.I steal our money
14.I pretend to be homeless
15.I am bipolar
16. I get in a lot of fights
17. I went to jail for two weeks
18.I hitch-hiked to Michigan
19. I cheated on you
20. I have a daughter
21. I see her twice a week
22.I tried to kill myself
23. I burned down our old house
24.I prostitutued once
25. We're not actually married.
26. I bought a car for 800,000 dollars and sold it for 300.
27. I used to slip weight loss medicine into your food.
28. There was a time I hated you.
29. I moved out of the country.
30. I asked my friend to kill you
31. I was kicked out of Paris.
32. I cut myself so I wouldn't hurt you.
33. I used to pee on you if you fell asleep first
34. I used to be a stripper for two months.
35. I used to dream of beating you.
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50 Things I've kept a secret- Frerard
FanfictionFrank had a life changing experience and he can't handle the way he loves anymore. The down side he has to admit everything he's done wrong to Gerard.
