Sometimes, only sometimes I wanted to dress up as a girl. I didn't want to be a girl, I knew that much, but I wanted to wear girl clothes, so that's exactly what I did, I'd be called genderfluid or tranny. It didn't hurt my feelings, because transgendered people and genderfluid people are great. But I'd still get mad, because they were insulting part of the LGBT(+) and when you fit into something like that you defend it. It's just the rules of life. For example a redneck would defend his buddy, who very much is white trash if he were called that. Yes I'm a faggot, but if someone called me that being offensive then my buddies in the LGBT(+) would help me out. (Just so you know, I'm not trying to offend anyone but saying white trash or tranny. If you're transgender congratulations I love everyone. I am genderfluid, panromantic asexual, so I fit into that + in more ways than one. Back to the story.)
So here I was wearing my skirt and sweater with a big heart walking down the street when I ran into Gerard. I hoped he wouldn't notice me, because I wasn't sure if he'd be okay with this. I looked like a girl, I really did just a girl with Frank Iero hair. Unfortunately that hair was enough recognition for Gerard. "Frankie?" He asked and I nodded. "Hey." I said nervously.
"Why are you dressed like a girl?" He had Alice in his arms and she looked confused. "Daddy? What do you have on?"
"Nothing princess." I told her.
"Are you gend-"
"No! I'm a crossdresser okay. I like dressing like a girl. Okay?"
He smiled. "You should really be proud that you're not ashamed to be you." He smiled. "Is this one of your secrets?" He asked sweetly.
I nodded. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I thought you might leave me." I shrugged. I might have wanted to kill him, but he was mine. No one else's.
"I would never do that Frankie!" He exclaimed. "I love you." I smiled and kissed him. "I'm proud of you Frankie."
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1.I hate when you make spaghetti
2.I actually don't go to the gym
3.I love to smoke pot.
4.My mom isn't my mom.
5.Rover's not our dog.
6.We first started dating as a dare
7. I stole your ring
8. I almost died
9.Every Thursday night I go to clown college
10.I dream of being in a band
11.I stole two guitars from the music store
12.I don't work.
13.I steal our money
14.I pretend to be homeless
15.I am bipolar
16. I get in a lot of fights
17. I went to jail for two weeks
18.I hitch-hiked to Michigan
19. I cheated on you
20. I have a daughter
21. I see her twice a week
22.I tried to kill myself
23. I burned down our old house
24.I prostitutued once
25. We're not actually married.
26. I bought a car for 800,000 dollars and sold it for 300.
27. I used to slip weight loss medicine into your food.
28. There was a time I hated you.
29. I moved out of the country.
30. I asked my friend to kill you
31. I was kicked out of Paris.
32. I cut myself so I wouldn't hurt you.
33. I used to pee on you if you fell asleep first
34. I used to be a stripper for two months.
35. I used to dream of beating you.
36. I'm a crossdresser.
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50 Things I've kept a secret- Frerard
FanficFrank had a life changing experience and he can't handle the way he loves anymore. The down side he has to admit everything he's done wrong to Gerard.
