50 Things I've kept a secret- Frerard

June 15th.

Today was the day that dread filled me. Today was the day that no other day would ever compare to. On this day, June 15th, Michael James Way died at my hands. How could I ever tell Gerard what I had done? How could I possibly tell him. Every year on this day I refused to feel anything. I would shut Gerard out, I would shut the world out. Adorable Mikey Way who was two years younger than me. The boy with the cute glasses.

He was such a nerd. In high school he would always come over and his face would be buried in a comic and then he'd want to play video games. Mikey Way was many things. He was one of the two best people I had ever known and I took his life. I may not have known who's life I was taking, but why does that matter? It was still me.

I killed the very innocent Michael James Way.

Gerard was crying. Every year he would cry all day long, but I never cared before. I only cared that I killed my best friend.

"Gerard I have to tell you something-" I started with zero emotion dripping from my voice.

"Please not today."

"It has to be today. I have to explain something to you." I whispered.

He looked at me. "Frankie? What is it?" He asked.

"I was in a gang when I was 20. I had to kill people. I was sent on a mission to burn up a house and I wouldn't fail, if you failed it was your life that was gone and I was selfish. I killed innocent people all the time, but I'd never forget this house because it was not only the house that cost me my job. Because I sobbed like a baby when I found out who was in that house. But I didn't care about my job. I only cared about the innocent boy who's life I took."

He looked at me and he started chocking on his sobs. "You took him!!! You took Mikey!!" He screamed and lunged at my throat. He started punching and beating me and the last thing I remember was him picking up a vase and it was coming at me before everything went black.

-Gerard's POV-

His body slumped to the ground and I didn't know what I had done. I had just beat my Frankie. But I didn't know what to do. He took my brother from me. How can I ever forgive that? I sobbed against the floor and Drake came into the room. I blacked out and the next thing that happened was my eyes opening in the hospital.

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1.I hate when you make spaghetti

2.I actually don't go to the gym

3.I love to smoke pot.

4.My mom isn't my mom.

5.Rover's not our dog.

6.We first started dating as a dare

7. I stole your ring

8. I almost died

9.Every Thursday night I go to clown college

10.I dream of being in a band

11.I stole two guitars from the music store

12.I don't work.

13.I steal our money

14.I pretend to be homeless

15.I am bipolar

16. I get in a lot of fights

17. I went to jail for two weeks

18.I hitch-hiked to Michigan

19. I cheated on you

20. I have a daughter

21. I see her twice a week

22.I tried to kill myself

23. I burned down our old house

24.I prostitutued once

25. We're not actually married.

26. I bought a car for 800,000 dollars and sold it for 300.

27. I used to slip weight loss medicine into your food.

28. There was a time I hated you.

29. I moved out of the country.

30. I asked my friend to kill you

31. I was kicked out of Paris.

32. I cut myself so I wouldn't hurt you.

33. I used to pee on you if you fell asleep first

34. I used to be a stripper for two months.

35. I used to dream of beating you.

36. I'm a crossdresser.

37.Once a month I go to an improv group

38.I leaked the naked photos you sent me.

39. I have a tattoo with your name.

40. I have a twin brother.

41. Sometimes he would pretend to be me if I needed a break.

42. I have a Lady Gaga shrine in my bedroom

43. You have dyslexia and I knew.

44. I never graduated high school.

45. I had cancer, but recovered.

46. Ray Toro was in love with me.

47. I was in a gang.

48. I was kicked out for crying

49. I killed Mikey way (I'm sorry :(.)