Dear Emma

Chapter 46

Dear Emma,
I laid in my bed with my head resting comfortably on my pillow. Outside my window shining was bright stars. They covered the sky in a beautiful way. When I looked at the stars I thought of your eyes. They always shined. You know every girl gets to a point in her life where she feels that she means nothing. Like when you look in the mirror and see someone else entirely different then what others see. I have met girls that destroyed themselves because of it. And I can see them the way they see there own self. But I have never seen you lose confidence.  That's why I love you. Because you love you. And your different then other people. When we were in middle school there were these girls. They were so popular and really seemed quite amazing. Every guy liked them except I still had my eye on you. Since you were so likeable, they invited you in there group. But right when they asked, you turned them down. "I'm sorry. Being popular is just not me. I have to stay true to myself, you know?". They were so disappointed. You said no to them in front of the whole school and it made them angry. So angry that they started pranking you, which may of sounded a little pathetic, because it was. I remember being in the friend zone with you and I was standing at your locker when you opened it and bubble bath bubbles were carelessly soaked down onto your body. A note fell from your locker saying "You know what you did." I thought you were going to cry but to my suprise, you started to burst out laughing. "How dumb of them," you said. I helped to clean you off and asked you why you laughed about the prank. You told me," ..because they tried so hard to make me upset, but I don't even care and I never will." From that day on, I knew you weren't just the prettiest girl I ever met, you were also the smartest.