Buzz.
Almost as soon as I placed my phone beside me on my bed, my phone lit up with a message. The knot that was already very much evident in my stomach now felt as if it had grown to four hundred times its size. I looked over to see John's name appear on my screen, and I shook as I picked it up in my hands. I forced myself to open the message, telling myself not to be so stupidly nervous. It was just a text. Get over yourself Katy.
From: John
It's nice to hear from you, Katy! I was starting to think I must've scared you off. How does lunch tomorrow sound? I'll bring the most important utensil for you: myself.John x
I giggled as I read his message, smiling uncontrollably at his goofiness. What a smart Alec. I felt like a different person as I started to text him back and forth. He really was genuine and authentic about it. I don't think I'd ever known someone who would so willingly help me out on their own accord, and I was really thankful for it, even if we hadn't started to work together just yet. I caught myself laughing out loud at his replies, feeling like a giggly schoolgirl as I sat on my bed, still in only my towel, with my phone in my hands.
Who even was I? I hadn't felt like this in a long time. The sound of my laughter was almost like a foreign noise to my ears, but by God, was I enjoying it.
To: John
I look forward to seeing you tomorrow at 11am, at Little Door! Thank you again for helping me. I really appreciate it. XFrom: John
You are most welcome, Katy. I will see you soon. Happy to be your hero in shining armour! John xI giggled at his last message, slightly covering my mouth with the palm of my hand to make the sound of my laughter more discreet. I locked my phone and lightly threw it on the bed bedside me, smiling like an idiot, a smile plastered on my face which made me feel like a silly teenager.
"Katy?" I heard my sisters voice ask, before she came into my room, obviously she must've just gotten back from wherever she'd gone before.
"Hey," I said lightly, giving her a full smile as she walked closer, all of my pearly whites on display. She gave me an odd look, probably wondering why on Earth I was so happy all of a sudden, especially considering how flustered I was beforehand.
"Why're you so happy?" She asked, slightly laughing, giving me one of her heartwarming smiles as she sat beside me on my bed, placing a familiar brown paper bag in my lap.
"Well, I mean, duh," I laughed as I pointed down to the bag she'd just placed in my lap, making her laugh and roll her eyes. I didn't want to tell her I'd just been texting John and we'd organised to meet up tomorrow. I don't know why; I'd always shared everything with my sister. I guess because I didn't want her to make a big deal out of nothing, even though she was the one to remind me I should message him.
I felt incredibly nervous and excited for tomorrow already, and I was actually wondering whether or not I'd be able to sleep much tonight, if at all. I was definitely scared and terrified to meet up with him in person, considering how much of a fan I was of him. I was scared I was going to make a fool of myself, which I probably was. It'd been a long time since I'd been around a male, and it was like I had forgotten how to compose myself. I knew it was lunch, I knew that - but I was still nervous.
Nervous because this is the first step towards mending yourself, right Katy?
I shook the thought out of my head as I tore the brown paper bag open that read Taco Bell, soon devouring the devilishly good savouries inside, though I noticed Angela was looking at me oddly as she ate and scrolled through her phone.
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