Chapter 38

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Josh pov

Once me and miranda got home from dinner with everyone, she made her way into the kitchen, i followed behind her "whatcha doing?" I asked as she dumped the rest of the wine that was left in the bottle her mother was drinking down the drain. "Cleaning up" she stated. "Go relax, i can clean this up." I said grabbing the can/bottle of lysol wipes. I took one out and started to wipe the counter "its fine josh, i got it" she walked over to me taking the lysol can "i can help" i said "i know you can, but its fine" she gave me a smile. "Okay" i gave a small smile "thanks though" she started to finish wiping down the counter i started on "you alright?" i asked "yeah, just alot on my mind" she shrugged "okay... if you need me ill be upstairs" i said and left the kitchen and walked up to the music room. Yup; we have a music room, full of my guitars, a piano, and a desk for me to write at. Well i sat down at the piano and thought of a hedley song that miranda loves. I left the door open a crack so she'd be able to hear me.

"Long steady road

Oh travel, be kind

I'm searching for some peace of mind

The home that you know

A home left behind

Oh trouble, don't trouble this time.

And baby don't look back,

Odds don't stack

They just crumble down around you.

Oh, you gotta go away if you wanna come back

I won't crack I can't make a sound without you.

And even if it sounds crazy darling I won't let you go

And even if it don't stop raining darling I won't let you go

And even if the world's burning darling I won't let you go

Even if it sounds crazy darling I won't let you go.

Know your way down your music, your town

You never are walking alone

A storm that won't wait, a heart that won't break

Your mountains ain't made out of stone.

So baby don't look back odds don't stack

They just crumble down around you

Oh you gotta go away if you wanna come back

I won't crack I can't make a sound without you.

And even if it sounds crazy darling I won't let you go

And even if it don't ever stop raining darling I won't let you go

And even if the world's burning darling I won't let you go

Even if it sounds crazy, darling.

So Baby don't look back,

Odds don't stack they just crumble down, around you.

Oh you gotta go away, if you wanna come back

I won't crack I can't make a sound without you

And even if it sounds crazy darling I won't let you go

And even if it don't ever stop raining darling I won't let you go

And even if the world's burning darling I won't let you go

Even if it sounds crazy, darling I won't let...

You go"

i finished singing darling and turned around and saw miranda leaning in the door way, "i love you" she had a goofy smile on "i love you too" i stood up from the piano bench and walked over to her. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her. She wrapped her arms around me and burried her face in my chest, i could feel my shirt getting wet from her tears. "Whats wrong baby" i held her out at arms length so i could look her in the eyes. I placed my hands on her cheeks and wiped away her tears with my thumbs. "I have no idea" she gave a sad giggle "hormones" i chuckled "oh shut up" she giggled and hugged me again, i kissed her head. "and so it begins" i chuckled, she laughed "and just think, its your fault" she looked at me and smirked "yes i was a very bad boy" i smirked devishly "well... Im pregnant... So, what more could happen" miranda grabbed my hand and pulled me into our room. Once we got in there i started kissing her passionatly. I slowly made my way down her jaw line to her sweet spot, she let out a moan and i smirked.

-cause im an awkward fuck.-

We ended up in bed with nothing but the covers on us, miranda was in my arms and we were both breathing heavely. "Wow" she smiled. We layed there enjoying eachothers company until i sadly got a call. I groaned and reached over to the side table and grabbed my cell.

"Hello?" I answered

"Hey man whats up?" Matt spoke

"This better not be the real reason you called" i groaned

"Did i interupt somthing" he chuckled

"Yes"

"What did i interupt" i could hear the smirk in his voice

"Let me draw you a picture... Im laying in bed... Nude" i heard him gag

"Well thats a picture i didnt need to see, anyways. I got bored so i wanted to see if you and miranda wanted to meet for breakie in the morning but since you two will be up all night, we can re-schedual" he chuckled at the end

"Thank you" i sighed

"Have fun you two" he said loud enough for miranda to hear and she chuckled

"Night man" i chuckled

"See yeah" he laughed And hung up.

"Nice mental picture" miranda smirked "hes probably scarred for life" i laughed and rolled onto my side to face her again. Her hair was all over the place, mine probably was too. And she was smiling like a fool "your so beautiful" i smiled, she blushed "your crazy" she giggled "crazy for you" i leaned in and kissed her gently.

*im sorry i am an awkward fuck.....

Xox

Douchey fuck

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