Aftermath (An SVU Fanfiction) *EDITING*

It's Okay

Olivia slowly moves to the couch, unsure of what to say or do. She curls up in a ball on the far end and Casey sits next to her. The blonde is careful to not make any fast movements. She knows Olivia is in an extremely jumpy state right now. Casey talked to her, but she mostly replied with one-word responses; it stayed that way for two hours.

"Elliot told me that you haven't been eating that much.", she takes a deep breath. "Are you hungry?"

"I..I already ate.", Olivia whispers. Casey has never seen her so broken before.

"That had to have been what; seven, eight hours ago?"

"Nine."

"Okay..how about we order takeout?", Olivia shakes her head, not budging. "We can get Chinese, it's your favorite.", Casey tries.

"You like it, don't you, baby? This your favorite part?", Lewis mocks her with a grin across his face. He forces himself deeper and deeper inside her, making her screams fill the once empty silence surrounding them. It doesn't matter how much she struggles, she bound. She'll never get out of here until he's done with her.

"Come on, I'm paying.", Casey says with a light smile, trying her best to get her to agree.

"Come for me, baby!", he rubs her in fast circles as she squirms beneath him.

"No, no, no!", she can feel her unwanted orgasm building within her. How could her body betray her like this?

"Yes! That's it, don't fight it! Let it out.", Lewis bites her neck with a great deal of force, causing more tears to erupt from her eyes and-

"Olivia, honey, its Casey. Its just me.", she holds the frightened brunette in a tight grasp as she tries to calm her down. "Its okay, Liv."

"Please, don't!", her cries have evolved into screams. With her knees pulled to her chest and Casey holding her from the side, she hides her face and continues her plea for help. "I didn't want to, I tried so h-hard and it happened anyways!"

"Is she talking about the rape?", Casey thought. Then it dawned on her. "That wasn't your fault, you couldn't control that. Its the body's natural response-"

"I'VE TOLD THAT BULLSHIT TO HUNDREDS OF GIRLS, CASEY, I DON'T CARE!", she yells. It actually scared Casey, she hadn't expected her voice to come above a whisper unless she's having flashbacks. "Elliot..he'll be so mad if he knows."

"Olivia Benson, listen to me!", she lightly shakes her. "Elliot loves you so much, sweetie. He could never be mad at you for something you had no control over."

"He saw them..I feel so disgusting."

"That's not true, that piece of shit is disgusting! You are the strongest person I have ever met. You've gotten through so much, don't stop fighting now."

" I just want it to stop.", the doorknob starts jiggling, which made her jump and hug herself tighter than she, unknowingly, already was.

"Its okay, Liv.", the door swings open, but is quickly shut when Elliot uses his foot to push it closed behind him. He puts two grocery bags on the island in the kitchen.

"How'd everything go?", Elliot asks. Before he had the chance to turn around and face the two women, Olivia had ran to him and wrapped her arms around him. "Hey, baby.", he loosens the grip just enough to hold her in his arms instead of it being the other way around. "Hey..what's wrong?"

"I missed you."

"I'm back..I won't ever leave you, Liv, you know that. We're partners."

"For better of for worst, right?", she seemed unsure of her comment, so Elliot took the opportunity to reassure her.