Satisfactions → Becstin

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I know, I promised an update tonight but legit, I'm emotional since I got back from the meet & greet and I haven't been able to think about any ideas but I will update tomorrow, I swear😔❤️
But I'm gonna vent, I feel like I have to tell y'all what happened at sound check today and at the m&g. So it was so crazy, he literally had a conversation with me🙈😭 it was more of an argument but it was cute😂💕
He was arguing with me about cacti🌵 because a Mahomie that I met today, asked if he had the chance to move to Az, would he? And he answered, "If I could buy a house in every state, I would." And so, of course I had to say something😂🙈 so I said, "you're lying." Way too loud and he heard me and he looked at me, dead in the eye😩💕 and he said,"no I'm not." But with an attitude and I said,"but you don't want to move here, it's really hot." And he was still being sassy, so he said,"and? You have cacti." And I said, "but it's hot." And he kept repeating, "but you have cacti." It just made my life🙊💕
He forgot the lyrics to 11:11😂
He has no butt😐
He sang to hotline bling😍🔥
He's really, really skinny. Like hella skinny😍😂
He smelt like mints and cologne, which was amazing!! I buried my face in his shirt🙈❤️
He's not that tall, at least not how I expected him to be, he's 5'11🙊😍
And he said he loved me and hugged me twice!!
I gave him a stuffed tiger & a special letter that I wrote to him😍🐯
The emotions where everywhere today😭💕
I still can't believe it, honestly but I couldn't be happier! I finally know what it's like to hug him and be with him in person.
Gahh! If some of y'all haven't met him, I promise, it'll happen soon! It took me 4 years but it was worth it😭❤️ it's the best experience anyone can have, so don't give up! It's possible to go through this and experience this, I know it seems impossible but trust me, you will be in his arms someday, maybe soon😘
I just hope to reunite with him, sometime soon🙈💕 I'm gonna miss him tbh.

Alright babies, I hope y'all have a goodnight/ good morning. I'll update tomorrow, I promise and yes, twice.
I love you.
-xoxo

10.24.15 - best day of my life for eternity🙊💕

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