Satisfactions → Becstin

Chapter 8

Edited: June 7, 2016
Posted: October 25, 2015

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I'm keeping my promise, I said I was going to update, so here it is😁
Keep in mind the book will eventually change.
Alright, I hope you enjoy.

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Becky's POV

"I came to see you. I miss you." He said, as he engulfed me into a hug, which I didn't return.

This was the same process I've been through for the past 17 years of my life, he left when I was 2 and he would come and go, he would walk out of my life every single time and each time he'd come home, a part of me always hoped it was for good but obviously he would cut my wings and leave through those same doors each and every time.

"You miss me? That's impossible, because I don't and I don't know why you're even here to begin with." I said as I cut loose from his grip. I didn't have the mind to deal with him and whatever he wished.

Mentally, I was never prepared for his arrivals, which they were always unannounced.

"Baby girl, I know what you're feeling, trust me. But I want to make things right this time. I'm staying here for good, not here at home, obviously but you'll see me more often and I've missed so much." He said as he took hold of my hands, looking into my eyes.

I hoped Jp would get here before I'd do anything I'd regret later. One thing about my father that is so amusing, he doesn't care, whether he ruins life's or not, it was in his nature. He's never cared and he never will.

"You're missing out because you chose to do that. Do you think I'm still that same 5 year old and you can lie to me and tell me you want to "change things" because that's a load of crap." I said, angrily as I took my hands away from his.

I didn't find the purpose of his presence, I was used to his absence and the fact that I grew up with no father figure but I managed, through thick and thin.

"Don't you miss me though? I want to be a part of your life, baby." He said, pain reflecting in his eyes as he looked at me and as much as I wanted to believe him, I couldn't.

"Rebbeca to you. I'm not your baby, I never was and I never will. Now please, leave before I say or do something I'll end up regretting. Something you don't have the ability to do." I said as I walked backwards into the house, my hands on the door knob as I closed the door, something stopped it in the process.

"Rebbeca, wait. I just want to give you this. It's an invitation to my engagement party this weekend and I would love for you to join us." He said, as he handed me the envelope and I took it into my own hands as I stared at the card.

Michelle & Fransisco
Engagement party @4:30
Plaza Square.

"You're getting married?" I said as I folded card and shoved into into the envelope.
"In 2 weeks." He said a faint smile tugging his lips and maybe he was happy, for once. But I couldn't have the ability to be happy for him.

"Wonderful. And what about me and my mother?" I said, pain dragging across my face and I wanted to break. He was restating his life with a new women after 17 years of being out mine and my mother's life and he has the nerve to invite me?