Satisfactions → Becstin

Chapter 15

Edited: June 7, 2016
Posted Og: November 13, 2015

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I'm obsessed with gifs, as you can tell so you're gonna see them more often in my chapters, I'll start using pictures soon for a certain chapter
I wonder if y'all can get this to over 1k, it's so close to 1k though and it makes me so happy!
Anyway, enjoy!
Love you.❤️

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Becky's POV

I haven't seen him for a few days, not since we were almost caught at his house. I hated the fact that I had to keep this relationship a secret but it was for our sake.

"So, you're dad wants to know if you want to go over to his house, apparently they're having a dinner or whatever." My mom says, standing by my doorway and I look at her. I sigh, standing up and I shrug my shoulders lightly.

"I don't know if I want to go." I say, pressing my lips together as I scan my closet, looking for something to change into.

"You don't have to go, babe. I'm not forcing you, but I mean, it's your father and he wants to connect with you. Finally." She says, sitting on my bed, her hands on her lap and her eyes looked swollen, like she had be crying.

"I know, I guess  I'll go." I say, placing a jean skirt and an orange blouse on the bed. She nodded lightly as she watched me closely.

"What time is this dinner?" I ask, walking into the bathroom and pulling out my make up bag and my curling iron.

"Um. He said 4:30. You have about an hour to get ready." She said, as I began doing my make up first, applying light foundation and a bit of mascara, followed by a bit of eyeliner.

I nodded as I walked out of the bathroom and I grabbed my clothes, quickly changing into them.

"You should come with." I say, adjusting my shirt and pulling the sides of my skirt and she darts her eyes at me and laughs lightly.

"God no. I'm not ready for that, my love. And either way, I'll be at Frankie's baseball game today." She says, checking the time. Maybe it was too soon to ask her to come with me, besides, I carried the same pain.

The fact that my father was happy, with a new family, made me envy Austin more than anything, even though I loved him, he finally would have a father figure, the father figure I craved for and for as long as I can remember, he was only part of my life for such a short time, that I, myself, didn't know how to cope.

"Okay. You can still change your mind, mom." I say, hearing my phone ding and I reach for it, finding Dani's name across my screen.

From Dani❤️:
Are you going to the dinner, tonight?

To Dani❤️:
Yes. Why? Are you? Cause I need you for support.

I set my phone on the bed, walking back into the bathroom to do my hair, picking up the curling iron and lightly curling my hair, letting the strands fall on my shoulders. I loosely run my fingers through my hair, letting the curls loosen up.

I check the time, ignoring Dani's message that sat on my notifications tab. I had 30 minutes to spare.

"Okay, mom. I'll call you when I get there or something." I say, pressing my lips on her cheeks and she smiled at me lightly, still sitting on my bed and I grabbed my stuff, walking out my door.