Satisfactions → Becstin

Chapter 5

Edited: June 6, 2016
Posted Og: October 18, 2015

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So y'all might meet Austin's mystery girl in this chapter, I don't know.

Don't kill me when I name her and yes you do know who she is, if you're part of the fandoms. And they will have a lot of history in this book.

Also keep in mind that Austin and Becky aren't famous, they're just normal adults and they're not teens anymore, well except for Becky, she's still 18 in the book and Austin is about 21.
It's weird, I know.

Okay, I love you my babies(:

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Becky's POV

I had the worst headache, I took a shower and got dressed, my mind was spinning and all I could think of was Austin and this whole situation that somehow I was involved in and somehow it was my fault we were in this mess.

I was torturing myself, I knew that but he had taken away Austin's girlfriend and I had hooked up with him, in within 24 hours and all I could feel was guilt. We were over but it still felt like I had betrayed him in the most horrible way.

I threw myself at Austin and I let the impossible happen, it was a mistake.

"Becky?" I heard, Dani was in the doorway, she looked like a mess. Her mascara was everywhere and she looked like she had been crying for ages.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, I felt sympathy but it was unforgivable that I had gone through this hell and they all knew and never tried to help me.

"I.. I can't do this Becky, I can't handle the fact that you're mad at me and I understand why but please understand that I didn't say anything because I knew what he was capable of if he knew that we knew what he was doing. Becky, I've been in situations like this, I know it's not paradise, it's the worst hell but I did it for you. For your safety." She was crying again and all I could do was stand in place and let his words circle my brain.

The endless cycle of name calling for the past 5 months, were taunting me and I could feel the tears build up in my eyes.

"But I was with you all the time, alone! You could've said something, anything. It's unforgivable, Dani. I love you, I do but I needed someone and last night, it's a blur but all I know is I found myself in someone I should've have  never even touched in the first place. I'm lost, Dani." I sat at the edge of my bed, my head in my hands.

Dani walked over to me and stood before me, "Baby girl, I know. I'm sorry, I'm sorry you had to go through that and I was stupid not to stand up for you. I'm really sorry. Please just forgive me?" She was kneeling down, her hands on mine as she pulled them away from my face and I looked up at her, her eyes swollen and red. I threw my arms around her and I sobbed, at this point it's all I could do.

Just cry.

"It's okay." Was I all I could hear her mumble as she cried with me. It was hard to believe that anything would be okay at this point, I was emotionally and mentally drained.

Austin's POV

"What do you want?" I said, as I sat down at the edge of my bed. I didn't understand why she would call, especially now.