Satisfactions → Becstin

Chapter 64

Becky's POV

Call me when you fucking can. We have to talk. Robert told me a few things and I need you to confirm that none of this bullshit is true.

My stomach turns as I hear the last part of the message and I mentally pray that Robert hadn't said anything about the affair.

I slowly put my phone down and I stare at myself in the mirror, if the truth was out, I knew what would happen. Austin would bring hell upon and most of all, I knew that he would use my own daughter against me.

"Are you okay?" Sebastian asks, interrupting my thoughts and I look up at him, bitting my lower lip.

"I'm not sure." I say, sighing and he grips my shoulders in his hands. "I think Austin knows about us or at least suspects." I say and his face falls.

"Baby, just drop it for now. Come on, let's enjoy the beautiful pool that I just spent so much money on." He say, kissing my forehead and I shake my head, shaking him off.

"No, you don't fucking understand. If he knows, my life is practically fucked. I lose everything, my daughter included." I snap and he sighs, running his hand along his face.

"You got into this, now you fucking get out of it." He grits, before he storms out and I fight the pool of tears that threaten to fall.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized that it wasn't worth it. Having an affair wasn't worth what I had with Austin. I had a beauty do home where my beautiful, perfect 4 month old daughter lived in.

Sebastian could never give me that.

I take a deep breath and I wipe the moisture under my eyelids and I slide the bathroom door, walking out into the room and I slide the deck door before I step out into the deck, noticing a few girls surrounding Sebastian and I clench my jaw.

I set a towel on the pool chair and I slowly step into the fresh water and Sebastian pushes the girls away before he swims to me and he hugs my legs from underwater and he pulls me into the water, before his lips attach to mine and he kisses me hard.

I let my body float upward and I lean my head, taking a breath and I run my hands against my face, removing the water from my face before Sebastian's face is a few inches away from mine.

"I'm sorry." He grumbles under his breath and I ignore him. "You're gonna give me the silent treatment?" He asks as he wraps his arms around my waist and I look away, staring at the forest ahead.

As I stare, I can't help but think what it would be like if I was here with Austin and not this douche bag who I decided to sleep with, let alone come with to such a beautiful place.

"Why don't you go to your whores?" I snap, as I look at him and my fingers wiggle in the water and I feel Sebastian remove his arms from my waist.

"That was fucking low." He mutters and I shrug as I dip my fingers further into the water and before I know it, Sebastian's arms hook under my thighs and he throws me into his shoulders.

"Sebastian, let me go." I scream and he chuckles as he walks further into the pool and I watched the level of the water, cover his chest and I panic.