WARNING: SELF HARM= CUTTING
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Louis’s P.O.V
No one has been normal after that day a sparsely Niall he wont even look at Liam, he barely talks anymore, the eating is the same I think he eats once a day nothing else. I know it was Liam’s fault but I don’t know how, it’s not like Liam made him bleed. I just want our old Niall back but it’s starting to look like we’ll never get him back.
Harry’s P.O.V
I would think a nightmare won’t affect you that we wake up from them and we’re fine. I have this one nightmare every night the night at the consort where it happened, I have it over and over again but in my Nightmare Niall dies.
Zayn’s P.O.V
I don’t get what happened and Niall won’t tell us, I’m worried… I’m worried he’s going to hurt himself. But what happened what could have happened to change him soo much, he’s not the same person any more he’s different.
Liam’s P.O.V
He wont even look at me was Louis right did I do this, did I hurt him to the point he’s sick. He’s not eat, it even looks like he’s not sleeping, he’s body look brutal, he’s eye aren’t as blue as they were they’re more clouds of emotionless eyes, and he doesn’t talk much this past week I think he’s said 20 words that’s it.
Niall’s P.O.V
I know the lads are here for me but what am I going to tell them, oh lads I was pregnant and I had a miscarriage and Liam you WERE the dad. I don’t even know why I’m so upset about this, would have I wanted the baby or is it that I’m a freak. I sit in my room when we’re not doing anything, at night I hear Harry’s screams I cry myself to sleep knowing I’m the cause of his nightmare. He's my closes friend too I should be telling him but I don’t, I keep it to myself as I watch my friends and band mats fall apart. Louis knows that this all has something to do with Liam because I wont even look at Liam, Harry is having nightmares and not telling anyone, and Zayn he’s in his head over thinking everything. This is all my fault I did this I’m breaking apart my band, I told myself as the razor I have been holding goes into contact with my wrist and slid it down letting blood poor down my fingers and everything going black.
Zayn’s P.O.V
Bad feeling… bad feeling no this can’t happen again.
“Bad feeling” I said
Harry looked at me and whipped around running to Niall’s door
Harry’s P.O.V
I swing the door open hoping he was lying in his bed but he wasn’t, I look over to the bathroom and took a deep breath a pushed the door open to find Niall lying in his own blood.
“Niall” I screamed
Everyone’s P.O.V
“Niall” Harry screamed
We all looked a each other and started running to the bathroom
“Why… do I… always find him… bleeding” Harry said as tears flood down he’s face
“Call ###” Louis said kneeling down grabbing a towel wrapping it around Niall wrist and holding it tightly
“Why do you think he did it” just as Zayn said that Niall’s eyes opened
“Niall” Harry cried crawling over to Niall sitting next to him
“Why did you do this” Louis asked
“I’m… breaking everything… I broke the… baby… I’m breaking up… the… band... I’m breaking our… friendship” Niall cried
We all looked at him shocked
“Niall… what are you talking about a baby for” Louis asked
“mis…carr…iage, I had a… miscar…riage” Niall cried
“Niall you were pregnant” Louis asked
Liam’s P.O.V
“Why did you do this” Louis asked
“I’m… breaking everything… I broke the… baby… I’m breaking up… the… band... I’m breaking our… friendship” Niall cried
Baby why is he talking about a baby
We all looked at him shocked
“Niall… what are you talking about a baby for” Louis asked
“mis…carr…iage, I had a… miscar…riage” Niall cried
Miscarriage what the hell is he talking about
“Niall you were pregnant” Louis asked
What pregnant but he’s a guy
I watched a Niall nodded and he’s eyes roll
He was pregnant and didn’t tell me, why didn’t he tell me.
Harry’s P.O.V
He was pregnant how did I not know, why didn’t he tell me I’m his best friend his best best friend.
Zayn’s P.O.V
I know he was different but I didn’t know it was that
Louis P.O.V
I know it was passably but I didn’t think it would have been any of us let alone Niall, god now I under stand what happened. Oh god that’s why he has been acting this were, that’s why he wont look at Liam, oh no Liam he just found out the guy he loves was pregnant with his baby and Niall had a miscarriage.
I look up to look at Liam how was pale
“Liam he’s going to be ok” I said which were my first words I’ve said to him since the consort
Liam looked at me now tears running down his face
I man push through us and leaned down next to Niall, two other man with a straight board. They put Niall on the straight bored and put him in the ambulance all the guy looked at me to go but I looked at Harry.
“Harry you go” I told him he nodded and got in
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