365 Days
Nathan’s P.O.V
I only know one day I would fall in love in have kids but I didn’t expect it to be like this, I didn’t expect it to be with another guy who doesn’t love me and me being the one having the kid. I thought I would fall in love with a beautiful girl with sweat eyes, cute smile, and a loving laugh but no I fall in love with a guy who hates me. I also thought I would have gotten her the girl pregnant not end up getting pregnant myself, but know I had to get all this the one night stand, the waking up in the morning to threats to not tell anyone or else, to grow feelings for that certain someone who not only hates me but regrets what we did, to start getting sick to find out I’m pregnant a week later, the me trying to tell him I’m pregnant to end up starting a war between One Direction and The Wanted. All of this is to much the lads still don’t know I haven’t told them in fear they’re going to hate me or him, I’m going to have to soon because I’m almost five months pregnant. No I still don’t know the sex of the baby I don’t want to know it’s just something I want to wait for, speaking of finding out I have a doctor’s appointment today.
After the doctor’s appointment
I don’t know I want him to know I’m pregnant with his kid but he won’t let me tell him, I don’t know what to do too much way too much.
“What the fuck are you doing in the maternity word” a voice came from behind me, I turn around to see Jay of course Jay would be the one to follow me.
“What you do get some girl pregnant? F%ck Nathan you probably ruined your career our career, I told you to always wear a condom you twat. God…
“No” I say
“No want Nathan no you didn’t get a girl pregnant” Jay asks
“No” I say
“No what Nathan no what” Jay says throwing his arms around.
“I’m pregnant” I whisper
“What” Jay asks
“I’m pregnant ok I’m pregnant with Zayn F%cking Malik’s baby, I’m a freak of nature that no one loves” I cry, I close my eyes throwing my hands up to my face to cover my eyes, when suddenly I felt to strong hands wrap around my wrists pulling my hands away from my face. I didn’t open my eyes in fear of me braking down.
“Open your eyes” Jay says, I shack my head.
“Open them” Jay says, I shack my head again. I hear a zipper and cool air rush into my sweat shirt, one of the strong hands let go of my wrist. What is he doing? That’s when I felt it Jay put his hand on my stomach, I snap my eyes open to see him looking down at my stomach.
“wh… what are you doing” I ask, he let go of my other wrist putting it on my stomach. It feels weird I barely touched my stomach myself let alone someone else, but I feels good too like peaceful in away.
“It’s ok” Jay says, moving both his hands a little
“What’s ok” I ask
“it’s ok, everything’s going to be ok” Jay says, don’t get me wrong this is what I want to hear but nothing ok nothing will be ok, everything’s all to shit is shit.
“Jay no it’s not ok” I say
“Yes it is” Jay says, I push his hands away making him look at me.
“Nothing’s ok Jay I’m pregnant at 20, Zayn hates me doesn’t even want to talk to me which entails he doesn’t know I’m pregnant. So no nothings ok and not only that I’m in a big boy band, I’m pregnant in a boy band a BOY band. I’m a pregnant boy how is that ok, how is any of this ok” I cry
