Tathan
Nathan’s P.O.V
Tonight is my first night being able to drink I’m soo excided, the lads are planning on getting me soo drunk I’m not protesting I’ll go with that on my first night. Where at the bar now right about to go in, thank god the flat is across the road so no drunk driving, but back to me about to get drunk as hell. As we walk in the light are bright and flashing, music is loud to the point where the floor is vibrating, people dancing and singing to the music, we walk through all the people straight to the bar. I was soo… soo excided I can’t even tell you Jay order for me well for all of us SHOTS and those shots just kept coming, I started feeling funny like warm and tingle then more shots came that’s when everything started getting fuzzy. All I remember are pieces like me dancing with a girl with red hair and her whispering that some guy was eyeing me…… then I was in a dark room kissing someone that someone stepped back it was Tom, Tom took off his shirt I looked him up and down and felt my jeans tighten…… then I was on the bed shirtless watching Tom taking off his pants show his hard on through his boxers, he started kissing my stomach going down my happy trail each and every kiss I could feel my hard on get harder and start to pulse…… Tom was taking off my pants and boxers off in one swipe making the cold air hit my hard on I whimpered, once I was used to it I opened my eyes to see Tom pulling his boxer down reveling his hard one I moaned because my d!ck started pulsing like it was throbbing……. Tom was on top of me kissing when his hard on rubbed against mine.
“Oh my god” I moaned loudly
And he did it again sliding our hard on’s back and forth
He moaned
“F%ck Tom” I screamed
He slid again
I moaned loudly thrusting my hips forward me sliding this time
He moaned
“F%ck me, please f%ck me” I moaned
…….
Tom was at the end of the bed with his finger in his mouth, he pulled it out and looked at me pulling my leg up on his shoulder and he put his finger to my entrance pushed one finger in. then he did two fingers and started scissoring me, when he hit that perfect spot.
“Oh f%ck Mmm” I moaned
When suddenly something way bigger then his fingers was frost inside of me, it was his d!ck he didn’t warn me or anything.
I gasped out of pain and tears welled up in my eyes, when he was all the way in he didn’t wait he just pulled all the all out and banged back inside me.
“STOP” I cried as tears ran down my face
But he didn’t stop each time he trusted into me I gasped out of pain, I tried getting up back he pushed me back down. I started to panic so I started hitting him and started screaming stop please stop but he grabbed my wrists and forested then against the bed, I closed my eyes and let my tears slid down my face…….
I wake up the next morning and it all hit me well not all of it just pieces small pieces, I let out a sob I didn’t think I just got up and ran out of the room. When I got to the bathroom I locked the door and turned on the shower getting in not caring if it was cold or hot, I slid down the shower wall sobbing I held my knees to my chest and gasped out in pain. I looked down to see blood running in the water, I stood up and washed myself off cleaning everything off me as I sobbed. When I got out of the shower I won’t look at myself I walked out of the bathroom to my room locking the door behind me, I got dressed and laid down on my bed just to cry more.
2 months later
I still wont look at myself and I didn’t tell anyone when I found out Tom didn’t remember anything, but that doesn’t mean I’m not afraid of him I’m terrified of him and he’s noticed they all have. I didn’t know what to say so I just said that the night we went out Tom and I got in a fight and Tom scared me but that means I need to act normal around him, so I didn’t but my fear got to me making me sick to the point of me throwing up. It stopped after awhile I just felt like I was going to throw up but I never did. When we go clubbing I wont drink some times I won’t even go I’m to scared it’s going to happen again, the lads find it weird but when I drink a few shots they’re fine.
