Ziam
I know it’s wrong but I didn’t want to ruin his life, management knows everything and they didn’t judge if anything they said it’s good I’m leaving. Right now I’m sitting in my 1 bedroom apartment just thinking about everything in my life I miss, I never thought this would happen to me 6 years ago.
Flashback 6 year ago
“Liam what did we do” I asked “I don’t know” Liam said I went to get up but pain went down my spine “Liam do you think” I asked “I don’t know” Liam said “Jesus Liam your no f%cking help” I yelled “I’m sorry but I just don’t know” Liam said “fine whatever this was lets forget about it…it never happened” I said getting up grabbing and putting most of my cloths on then left.
It’s been horrible month I barely talk to any of the lads, I barely talk at all now a days. Because I’m starting to get feeling towards Liam, I don’t know why but I am maybe it’s because we slept together. On top of my feelings for him I’m sick none of the boys notice but it’s pretty bad stomach cramps, throwing up, my hips hurt, headaches, backaches, stomachaches, I feel like I never get enough sleep, mood swings I feel bipolar, and I’m gaining weight. I got to the point I was throwing up 3 times a day and the cramps are getting so bad I can barely walk also I’m getting dizzy now, so I decided to go to the doctors. I was waiting for the doctor in room 2 as I waited I thought of what could me wrong with me.
I can’t be dying can I?
Maybe Cancer
No it’s just a really bad stomach bug
When the doctor came in
“So son why are you here” he asked “well doc I’ve been having really bad stomach cramps, throwing up, my hips hurt, headaches, backaches, stomachaches, I feel like I never get enough sleep, mood swings, and I’m gaining weight also now my getting dizzy” I said “well I think I know what it is, could you lay down and pull up your shirt” he asked
I laid down lifting my shirt when I did I noticed for the first time I have a small bump, I ran my hand over it well it wasn’t really small consider… for example it started under my ribs and ends at my happy trail also next to my hips that explains why my hips hurt so bad still what is this from? “I’m going to touch your stomach son” he said warning me, then he put both hands on the sides of my stomach and started pressing down then he started moving his hands touching next to me belly button with both hands he nodded and pulled his hands away. I could feel it my stomach is hard when he was pressing on it, I pulled my shirt down and sat up. “I have one more thing to see if I’m right” he said I nodded “I need you to follow me” he said I got up off the table and followed him as a result we got to a dark room. “Could you lay down for me again son” he asked I nodded lying down on the flat blue bed thing. “Ok shirt up again” he said I did as I was told as I laid there I spaced out “ok well I am correct” he said bouncing me out of me spacing. “what’s wrong with me” I asked he just turned the screen showing me two black shapes with white shaped like peanuts inside the black shapes “what are those” I asked “fetuses” he said “what” I asked confused “Babies son… your pregnant” he said everything started getting black like I was falling down a dark tunnel and the next thing I know I’m waking up in a hospital bed. I just sat there hoping it wasn’t true when the doctor walked in “good your awake” he said he explained everything (writers note for you I’m not going to type it all out because we all know we know what caused this inside wise) I want straight to management first because I already know what I’m going to do I cant ruin the boys careers that’s not far also I don’t want them to see me this way and I’m not getting rid of them that’s not happening. I got there and they had no probably getting rid of me I think they were kind of happy about it actually. They gave me ALL my money which is a lot and I left not even going back and getting my stuff just left.
