Zarry
Zayn's P.O.V
I just can't do it; I cheated on my love of my life and I f%cking cheated on him. I cheated on Harry f%cking Styles with my two other band mats that say they're straight, and they say they just wanted to try it out having gay sex, Louis and Liam just wanted to try it out like really what the f%ck. When your drunk you do really stupid sh¡t that's no f%cking excuse though, I don’t even remember what happened that night all I know is I woke up in the same motel bed as them butt naked and sore as hell. It's been a two months since that night, and I can't help but hate myself every day that goes by; Louis and Liam won't even look at me unless at signings, consorts, or interview. Harry doesn't even notice, I think everything is getting worse Harry will touch me, and I’ll feel nauseated. The stress of this is getting to me. I'm having headaches that could kill; I'm so tired nowadays, and I even...
"Zayn baby are you ok" Harry asks as he touches my cheek. “You’re really pale”
"Oh no" I say getting up and pushing Harry out of my way, I get to the bathroom to throw up in the toilet. Wow that's a first, normally I just get nauseated.
"Baby you're running a temperature" He says with his hand on my forehead.
I didn't even know he was in.
"Don't touch me" I say pushing his hand away throwing up again.
"Mmm…. Baby you need to go to the doctor. I'll take you" He says.
"No I'm fine I can take myself" I say standing up walking over to the sink to brush my teeth.
“Well can I at least call the doctor for you” He asks; I nod.
Four hours later
I’m sitting in the waiting room, and god does it smell, and I just cannot put my finger on what it smells like, when I suddenly smell tuna. I run to the bathroom to throw up for the fourth time in four hours, after rinsing out my mouth, I walked out of the bathroom.
“Zayn Malik” a lady calls; I walk over to her.
Now I’m sitting in a small light blue room sitting on a blue paper cover exam table
Knock knock
The door cracks open and the doctor walks in and sits down, holding out his hand.
“Hello I’m Dr. Gell George Gell; you can call me George nice to meet you Zayn” he says, I shack his hand.
“So what seem to be the problem” he asks
“Well I’ve been really nauseated lately, but today I actually throw up, I’m have headache, I’m really tired all the time I even have a temperature, and my stomach really hurts some times” I say
“Ok Zayn could you lay down so I can exam you” he asks; I lay down.
He started pressing on my stomach, when suddenly he presses right under my belly button, and it hurt like hell.
“Aw” I say really loud
“Ok so that hurts” he asks
“No, not at all, yes that hurts” I say smart assly, as he helps me sit up.
“Ok I think I know what it is, it is rare I’m one of the cases too. Let's see if I’m right though ok” he says.
See now I’m getting scared rare cases, what is that supposed to mean?
“Follow me please” he asks I get up and follow him
We walk into a dark room with one exam table and a computer screen like thing; he pats on the exam table.
“Could you lay down for me and lift your shirt” I did as I was told when it finally dawned on me its an ultrasound machine.
I can be can I is that what he meant by rare, that it’s rare that men can get pregnant. No I can be I don’t want to be, if I was what about the band, management, fans, me, Harry, and what if it's not even Harry’s what would I tell him, then?
“Yap I was right” he says
I look down to see blue jell and the wand on my stomach how did I not notice him do that, I look back up at him who was looking at the screen. I turn my head to look at the screen to see two jellybean shapes.
I am pregnant.
I sat up and pushed him out of my way and ran to the nearest trash can and throw up.
“I’m pregnant” I ask even though I know I am.
“Yes” he says
“With twins” I ask
“Yes” he says as I stand up
“How wait no never mind its that I have a uterus right obviously that why” I say walking back to the table
“Did you already know you had Hermaphrodite” he asks
“No but you have to have a working uterus right to be able to get pregnant” I say sitting on the table
“Yes, yes you do” he says
I can’t believe it; I don’t want to believe it.
“Would you like to see again, so you can make your decision late” he says
Decision there is no deciding this, I’m keeping them; I may not want them, but I’m not killing them; I could put them up for adoption or something.
“I’m not killing them” I say laying back
“Ok” he says as I lift up my shirt.
He puts the jell on again and moves the wand around to see the two jellybeans again; those jellybeans are babies. When suddenly the room filled with thud sounds, and I know exactly what it was, maybe I could keep them but what about the band? What about Harry?
Two hours later
Thank god the lads are at an interview right now I’m packing all my stuff; I cannot stay here and ruin they’re life but you're probably thinking it is ruining they’re lives you leaving is ruining the band, but it's not; I already talked to management, and they said the lads will be ok they’ll figure something out. I’m done pack I can’t help but not look back as I walk out the door it's better for them.
Harry’s P.O.V
“Baby we’re home” I yell but there was no response nothing I walk up stairs and open our door to see that all of Zayn’s stuff was gone, I was shocked bound shocked. I walked in more to see a picture of us on the bed with a piece of paper next to it. I grab the picture and the paper; I place the paper over the picture; I start to read it.
I can't do it Harry; I regret this everyday since it happened; I hate myself more and more everyday since it happened, but I cheated on you Harry, and I cannot deal with knowing you love me even with what I did. I have something to figure out; I love you more than you know, and that’s why I’m doing this; I don’t deserve your love after what I did. Don’t look for me because you will not find me, and I don’t want to be found.
Love, Zayn He left me; he cheated on me. But he left me, I could have forgiven him; he made a mistake. I Love him, and I never got to tell him that. (They never said I love you because it never seem to been the right time but they really both loved each other)
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OK I KNOW ONE OF THE BABIES ARE GOING TO BE A GIRL WANTS THE OTHER ONE YOU PICK PEEPS?
AND PUT SOME NAMES TO FULL NAMES LIKE (Willow Sandra Malik)
