destiny

i'd expect this out of you

What would it look like if josh was next to you at 2 am you ask?
Wonder no more
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Tyler POV
She cheated on me with the man that single handedly ripped my friendship apart. I am trying to be friends with josh again because underneath it all I miss him. Its weird how all summer I couldn't care less about him, but now I dont know its like he means the world to me. I guess I have a soft spot for him. All I care about is being close with josh and ripping Pete's fucking head off. Does pete hate me?
He made it seem like he was helping me get rid if josh "josh the liar" "josh who talks shit about you and you're to blind to see it"
Pete's the only liar here. And I hate him. So. Fucking. Much.
I start to think about Jenna. Know she cheated with Pete fucking wentz
But I think I actually loved her. I'm not going to take her back, no she knew what she was doing.
Brendon and Ryan would just laugh at me and Patrick is Pete's best friend.
I have no one left to go to.
Josh? Why not #yolo
I mentally shame myself for using such language
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Josh POV
Do I trust tyler?
He probably hates me and is pulling a sick joke. But I am in love and love overpowers, of course I'm going to let him in, but maybe not be best friends just yet.
I hear a knocking on my door that pull me out of my thoughts
"I'm coming" I half yell down the stairs
I open the door and Tyler? A violently sobbing Tyler?
I let him in and he instantly collapses in my arms into a puddle of emotions.
"Heeey its gonna be okay, shhh. What's wrong ?" I cooed in a calming manor such as a mother may do to her child. I feel as I am a mother sometimes I'm very over protective of my friends. Well when I had them.
"S-sh-he brok-ke upp with me" he choked out putting emphasis on the H's
"oh honey, it'll be okay, alright? If it was meant to be you will be reconnected, trust me"
This makes me think about me and Tyler, we are reconnected maybe its meant to be, maybe we are meant to be more than friends ?
"No, it won't sh-he cheated with p-pete" "PETE THE ONE WHO MADE ME THINK YOU WERE THE BAD GUY"
"HES RUINING MY LIFE JOSH HE RUINED US"
his sudden yelling catches me by surprise an do jump back a little and he must have noticed
"Ohmygosh josh im sorry i know you hate yelling I'm so sorry, I didn't want to yell i-im really sorry"
He remembers my fear of yelling? Wow.
"Its okay, you're upset I understand. You wanna watch a movie? To get your mind off of it." I offered
"Of course"
I loved watching movies with tyler because he always cuddled up to me (because he gets cold easily) and I really loved being close to him.
We walk up to my room and pop in a random movie which isn't so random I chose "dark skies" because it makes him scared and when he's scared he's very cute.
I sit on the side if my bed that is against the wall and Tyler curls up next to me resting his head in my lap. I like the way we are positioned. The movie stars to play and i can't help but admire Tyler's features. He is so beautiful.
He starts absent mindedly tracing shapes on my leg. The sensation sorta tickles through my jeans, but I dont mind.
I loose track of the movie and start to think again, maybe I should change my mind about not being best friends because honestly, I could really get used to this.
Tyler jumps a bit at the loud noise coming from the speakers. He hates this part if the movie, but its my favorite due to the way he reacts.
He sits up wrapping his arms around my waist and nuzzles his head in the crook of my neck, shutting his eyes hard. Of course he thinks nothing of the act, because he is not madly in love with me as I am him.
I want it to last forever, hut it doesn't and he eventually releases me and crawls back to his original position. When the movie is over I put in big hero six, at request if Tyler.
I trace patterns on his back. He drifts in and out of sleep every few seconds. Tyler falls asleep with his head on my outstretched legs I don't have the heart to wake him so inlet him sleep soon letting sleep wash over me.
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I wake up and feel a weight on my crotch area.? I look down to see that tyler had rolled over in his sleep and now his mouth is dangerously close to my dick. I just close my eyes and pretend to sleep it would just be awkward to have to wake him up and say "hey if I was naked you'd be sucking my dick rn"
I feel Tyler wake up a few minutes later. He whispers a "what the fu-oh shit" and moves to fill the space next to me.
I roll over in my "sleep" so my back is to him
He scoots closer to me and presses him body against mine
I jump a little because of the coldness of the boy next to me
" 'mcold make me warm" he mumbles sleepily"
I smile at this.
He thinks nothing of it, yet again.
He is straight, not gay.
Even if he was gay he wouldn't ever love me. Probably wouldn't think about loving me.
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Tyler POV
My eyes flicker open and I'm too tired to care about anythi-- wait scratch that. Where am I? I dont care that much actually but there is something very warm pressing against my face.... Denim? Oh my head is on someone's lap??
I dont pay much attention to the body next to me as I cuddle them in search for warmth. They seem yo jump a little at this and I mumble something along the lines of " 'mcold make me warm"
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I woke up for the second time today, not as tried as earlier. I notice a body next to me, their chest rising and falling gently, obviously still asleep.
Where am I ?
Who is next to me ?
Then it hits me that I went to joshes house last night. I must have fallen asleep and this is josh peacefully sleeping next to me.
Its kind of odd because we just became friends again yesterday and here I am practicality spooning him. Josh didn't say anything about it so I figure its not a bother to him. We used to share a bed all the time so its nothing new to cuddle with josh so I brush the while situation off.
Now I'm left with a decision.
Do I exit the house like I am sneaking out of a one night stand or lay here until he wakes up? I'm going with the latter.
I find his remote and flip through some of the channels, nothing worth wasting my time on.
I sign and settle on a random show.
I listen to Josh's rhythmic breathing the way his chest ever so slightly rises then falls to its original position. He lay there asleep with his mouth partly agape, nostrils flaring a bit with every breath.
Its sorta cute.
Did I just call my friend cute? I'm not gay. I don't think, I've never really pit much thought into it to be honest, I just naturally steer towards girls I guess. I've never looked at a guy and been like "yo hot daddy come to my place and we'll have some fun if ya catch my drift"
But now that I think about it josh is quite cute.
I take a moment to study his features. He has extremely silky hair that is never exactly the same, yet never looks bad.
But I dont think I like josh
Or any guy for that matter or girl, for Christ sake I just got out of a relationship not even 24 hours ago.
Josh rolls over on his side and is now facing me. I take a moment to ensure that he is in fact still asleep before I rest my head next to his so we are sharing a pillow. I close my eyes but dont sleep. I just lay there taking in the peaceful feeling filling the room.
A few minutes later josh sorta wakes up and moves his head which causes our noses to brush together and our lips to make monetary contact. Josh jerks up and instantly start apologizing
"Ohmygodtylerimsorryijustwokeupandmovedthenextthingiknowiacidentallyalmostkissedyouididntmeantoohmygodimsorry" he spews, his face griwung the deepest shade of red humanly possible
"Its okay sorry I didn't realize how close we were chill out im not accusing you of anything" I say giggling at the end
Josh gives me a half smile. Why us he so embarrassed? Its not like he meant to do anything, and nothing even happened.
Josh POV
I wake up and alter the position of my head when my nose glides against Tyler's and for a split second my lips are touching his.
Immediately I apologize and I can practically feel my face burning deep deep red.
"Its okay sorry I didn't realize how close we were chill out im not accusing you of anything"
He laughs a little and my face burns hotter.
I think he is laughing at how much I am blushing
But he doesn't know that I'm blushing because I wanted his lips in mine.
Maybe not in the way it happened but that nano second that our lips accidentally touched was absolute heaven.
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I hope you didn't expect this chapter to get right in on the joshler
For crying out loud they just became friends tyler just broke up with jenna and Tyler I isnt even gay