destiny

you what?

Tyler
I wake up early to make josh some food and just spend time with him.
I walk into the living room and there seems to be what im assuming is flour on the table.
As i step closer i realize it is in lines and oh no that is not flour. The glass of water i was holding falls on the ground, shattering.
I drop the the floor on my knees slapping my hand over my mouth.
Tears are steaming down my face as i start to scream.
I scream and scream until josh appears in front of me.
"Oh god no no no ty im so sorry oh god"
I remain silent
"Tyler? Are you.." he trails off stepping closer.
I slide back away from him rapidly shaking my head.
"No no no no no" i say over and over again, covering my face.
You see josh has done cocaine before.
He quit,
He belives it was on his own but he spent about 2 months in rehab.
He doesnt recall ever being there what-so-ever.
Im not mad at josh, i caused this.
I pushed him away and drove him back to his old ways.
After 10 minutes of trying to talk with me Josh leaves.
Im still laying on the ground, the water has reached me and soaked through the my clothes.
I feel a sharp sting where the water runs agianst the cuts from the glass.
Blood mixes with water and dries staining the side of my face and body.
I but i dont move a muscle. I just lay there.
Im not even thinking or feeling. My mind is blank. My body is numb.
I shake and shiver but make no attempt at warmth.
Short chapter but its honestly written v good i am proud.