destiny

it was wrong of me

Tyler
Once the cab finally reaches our house i climb out and stumble up to the front door
I find josh passed out with a bottle of some kind of alcohol in his hand but i dont bother reading the label.
I haven't really taken a good look at him in a while.
His cheeks are caving in, theres dark circles under his eyes, he has a bit of stubble, he seems thin and his skin is pale.
He looks so sad and i instantly regret ever leaving his side.
I pick him up and place him in the tub, filling it with warm water after i remove his clothes.
I notice a bottle of pills, his meds, unopened. Thats not good.
I inspect his thighs for cuts. None. Thank all that is emo.
My attemps at waking josh all fail so im left to dry him off and put his clothes on by myself.
Josh never dries off properly anyway so why bother?
I pull a loose tank top over his head and carefully inch his arms through the correct holes.
Halfway through me sliding his boxers on he wakes up.
Im lying if i say this isnt akward.
Josh
I slowly regain consciousness and feel something touching my thighs
I bolt awake, shocked to see tyler putting my boxers on me.
We're in the bathroom and im wet? He must have came home and givin me a bath???? If thats the case i dont blame him, im pretty gross recently hes probably repulsed by me.
He backs away and sits against the wall with his knees attached to his chest.
I pull up my underwear and go over to him.
"..ty? Youre here, caring for me?"
"Y-yeah baby, of course. I Didnt mean to neglect you."
"But you still did it"
"Joshy i was selfish, so selfish im so sorry, you'll never forgive me, you shouldnt forgive me im an awful person and an even worse boyfriend"
"Tyler dont say that, i love you and youre here now thats all that matters."
"I love you too josh"
I dont mention the whole cocaine thing. I will though, i will.
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Might update later then again might not