My Life's Pleasures

Falling

Those who say it's a pleasurable sensation to watch your enemies fall must have never seen them fall.

Never did I think that I'd be so full of remorse.

To watch the one that I hate most.

Break down into a mess, and finally show her inner emotion.

I've never seen so much hate and sadness all thrown into one display.

I was sure it was only I who could master that show.

If I wouldn't have seen that.

What was inside her, I would have never known.

As an authority, she bottled it up.

Never her feelings did she let on.

I made a mistake of assuming she was okay.

An even bigger mistake, did I make today.

To tell her to go, just leave me alone.

And it pushed her to the edge.

She realized what was reality.

That what we had was nothing near normal.

Yet, does anyone?

But it's not even social acceptably normal.

And now, it's come to a very brutal end.

I refuse to help her mend.

Just like me.

She must find her own way.

To make amends.

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