She told me I was a big mistake
Called so many names, been so fake
Not ever good enough for anyone
Too late to say I want to end my life
The blade's gone dull on this bloody knife
Still I want to end my life
But something in me wants to stay alive
How in this world am I supposed to thrive
Looks too dark when I look at the sky
Quickly it seems my life passes me by
The flame in my fire always threatens to die
Wielding all my power, it can save me
However it is my mind that condems me
What have I become
A victim of an extremely unjust system
A mere figment of imagination
A hideous creature of my own life's creation
Under the substance I have lived
Just to make it through the day
When it's gone I want to say goodbye
They say one day it'll end
But I don't believe them
How can I when all they've done is created mayhem
But someone else has offered me a new freedom
It requires much of my bleeding and blessing
It was done for a reason
And some reasons unknown
I'm completely okay with this change
No longer locked away
Defenseless in a cage
Smothered by my own blindingly white rage
Maybe soon it'll all be over
Cuz' I finally be stronger
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