My Life's Pleasures

Alone.

It's dark and cold, the floor is tattered

This house is in shatters

Nothing makes any sense 

In the walls lie dents

From my fist, from my anger

I wish I never knew

How much I didn't mean to you

When I come back to this place

I'm alone, its just an empty space

I look at myself in the mirror

Wondering what's wrong with me

To be left alone in anger and agony

I'll live my life knowing all your lies

While everyone I know 

Including you; dies

As you tear me apart

Break my heart

I'll slit my wrists

Trying to atone for your damage

It's never too late

So they say

My heart is filled with hate

I say

It's way too late