Close As Strangers // c.h.

Epilogue

For a while we pretended, that'd we'd never have to end it. But we knew we'd have to say goodbye.

I mean we did think that, didn't we?

You were crying at the airport when they finally closed the plane door, I could barely hold it all inside.

Little do you know, I didn't hold it all inside.

I could fly a thousand oceans but there's nothing that compares to what we had and so I'll walk alone.

But no matter what, I will try to move on. Try to forget.

I wish I didn't have to be gone, maybe you've already moved on. But the truth is I don't want to know.

I'd like to think I moved on.

I know you said we'd be together someday.

Sometimes you have to say what others need to hear.

But nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same.

Fuck, I wish I could relive those four months.

So why can't I stop feeling this way?

I was wondering the same thing.

Torn in two, and I know I shouldn't tell you but I just can't stop thinking of you wherever you are.

I can't stop thinking about you either, Calum.

Every night I almost call you, just to say it always will be you.

Please don't, it'll only make things worse..

Wherever You Are

Goodbye Calum.

End of book 1.