Gilmore Girls Season 8

Episode Four: Part 2

Logan●

I sat on the plane anxiously. My finger couldn't stop tapping nervously on the armrest of the seat and apparently, I was being quite loud. Two older ladies in their 70s stared at me until I finally stopped and found another way to carry out being scared shitless to see Rory.
The funny thing about that was that I'm never scared. Rory is the only thing that has scared me since I was 10. And now I am sitting on a plane, about to see the girl that said no to marrying me.
I don't resent Rory for saying no, however, I did when she first said it and I couldn't understand why. Rory had no desire to settle down before establishing her journalism career and I didn't know that until a majority of the articles covering Obama's election had Rory Gilmore plastered all over them. The truth was, is that the more I wanted to slow down and start being more serious about life, getting married, having kids, Rory became more excited to start the part of her life where it's just her and her career. I wondered if we hadn't had lived together in our early stages of dating if she would have been different in her decision not to marry me.

Before I knew it, the plane was landing and it was raining hard. I got off the plane and quickly caught a cab to meet Rory.
Thoughts and what ifs continued to dominate my brain until I saw her, sitting on a bar stool in a coffee shop, and my thoughts were nothing. Nothing but her. I managed to get myself out of the trance I was in while I walked through the door.
Rory hugged me as she said hello and the conversation began.