Playing A Love game with Mrs.Player

Chapter 21: Heartbreak

I couldn’t believe that I broke up with Devin. It was for the best. We really couldn’t keep doing this to each other. I’ve been crying non stop since the phone call. It made me realize how much hurt we really truly caused each other. It also made me realize how much I missed my family and friends. I keep thinking, ‘what are they doing?’ ‘Do they miss me?’ ‘How close are they to finding me?’ ‘God I’m missing too much school right now!’ I know they answers to most of those questions. They are trying to find me right now. Of course they miss me. They are going to be a whole lot closer to finding me after tonight. And I’m such a fucking nerd. I mean, who sits there and think about how much school they are missing? Me. That’s who. I do. It’s stupid. I know, but I care about my grades. I should be caring more about my life right now.

If I make it out alive nothing’s ever going to be the same. Everyone is going to look at me as the girl who got kidnapped because her boyfriend’s ex girlfriend was crazy. Well technically Devin was never my boyfriend and he will never be my boyfriend because I broke everything off. He was and will always be the love of my life, but we both need to get over that. We need to learn how to love other people. We will live a life of pain and heartbreak if we stay together. From day one our love was doomed. It was like Romeo and Juliet except we didn’t die. Well we didn’t die yet. You never know what Emily will do. I mean she is seriously crazy. Anyways, if our love is doomed and I realize it’s doomed I think I made the right decision in cutting everything off.

I can learn to love someone else. Someone nice who can make me laugh and smile. Someone that is a little bit nerdy. Someone that isn’t afraid to be himself. Someone that will make a great dad someday. If I can find someone like that I’m sure I can make myself fall in love with him. I don’t like how that sounds. Make myself fall in love with him. Devin’s right, love shouldn’t be forced it should come naturally. Who knows? I could actually naturally fall in love with someone other than Devin Hall. I need to fall in love with someone with someone other than Devin Hall. Our love was not meant to be. It was never meant to be. We just thought it was. We were hypnotized by each other. We were blinded by our love for each other. We couldn’t see what was right in front of us.

I mean look at what led up to this. At first we were best friends. Then some girl came and cheated on him. Then we hated each other. Then he became the school player. Then he moved in. Then we hated each other even more. Then we realized that was just a cover up. Then I dated Jake and he dated Brooke. Those were big mistakes. Then he started dating Emily, when she was nice. Then I realized how stupid I was for loving him. Then he left and wen to rehab. Then I turned into the school slut. Then he came back. Then I hated him, again. Then we became friends. Then he started dating Emily again. Then I got a concussion. Then he got shot. And now, here we are. All of that happened to us in just 2 years. Not even a full 2 years. Shouldn’t all of that be a sign that the fucking universe doesn’t want us together? Shouldn’t that be a dead giveaway? Well universe I get it! You don’t want us together! I get it. Please stop torturing us now! We get it. Please we can’t take it!

“Get up bitch, we’re moving you.” Emily said standing at the door. I rolled out of the bed and followed her. We walked down to the end of the hall. She opened the door to reveal a room that looked exactly like the one I was in before.

“Get on the bed.” She said pointing at the bed. I climbed on and she tied me to the bed.

“You can scream, but no one’s going to hear you.” She said sitting on the edge of the bed.

“How come?” I asked.

“Because the room is sound proof.” She said shrugging her shoulders.

“I wasn’t screaming before, why move me now?” I asked.

“Because you will be screaming later.” She said with an evil smirk.

“Why do you say that?” I asked.

“You’ll see. Anyways, I must be going.” She said standing up. She leaned over to me.

“Now you get to enjoy the show.” She whispered in my ear.

I am sitting in the room tied to the bed with the T.V. on. I know exactly what’s going on. Emily is going to make me watch her and Devin having sex. That’s a cruel and unusual punishment. I’m already heartbroken enough. I saw Emily sitting on the bed in a robe. I heard a knock on the door. A smile lit up on her face and she walked over to where the video camera was.

“You ready for this Danielle?” She said with an evil smirk on her face.

“No you crazy bitch!” I yelled back at her as if she could hear me. She walked over to the door and opened it. There stood Devin. He looked amazing, probably because I haven’t seen him in a week. Yes. She kept me here for a whole week before finally doing this. Talk about a complete bitch!! I can’t believe she doing this to me. I screamed. I don’t see the point in that. She moved me to a sound proof room. I tugged on the rope, but it only hurt me.

“Hey babe.” Emily said before kissing him. He didn’t wait before kissing her back. She took off her robe before pushing him on the bed. I closed my eyes and screamed to try to block out the sounds. It kind of worked. It seems like they were going at it for hours. I finally opened my eyes when the moaning and screaming stopped. I saw Devin putting back on his clothes.

“Ok. Where is she?” He asked throwing on his shirt.

“A promise is a promise.” Emily said while going into a drawer and handing him a piece of paper. “And Devin, I’d hurry up if I were you. Time’s a ticking.” She said smirking. What does she mean by that? ‘Time’s a ticking’? Suddenly the door opened revealing my ex boyfriend… Jake.