"Ok girls, be sure to bring money for our team retreat coming up soon. Other than that, good work today, everyone." Sunhwa dismissed the team and they all grabbed our duffle bags and left the gym. I stayed behind because I was going to use the practice room on the second floor. While I was about to walk up the stairs, the door to the gym opened and in walked Yongguk.
My hair was a mess from practice and I was about to quickly fix myself up, but then I realized that I didn't care.
"You look like a mess." He commented as he threw a towel over his shoulder.
"Thank you so much." I replied sarcastically.
That earned me a laugh from him, "Anyway, there's an event on campus tonight." I assumed he was referring to the big campus "night out" which was an event with carnival games, food, and music or whatever. "Do you want to go together?" Unlike his usual jerk-ish self, he actually asked my opinion first if I wanted to go out with him. He smiled and lightly swung my arm. I wasn't really used to this behavior from him.
I felt bad having to decline, but I had to, "I can't go. I promised Hyosung that I'd tutor her tonight."
"I already got you a ticket. My friends are going with their girlfriends and I'm not trying to be a fifth wheel."
"Sorry, I'm really busy. You can ask someone else to go with you?"
"I didn't want to go with anyone else."
His eyebrows creased and he had this pitiful look on which made me feel pretty guilty. "I can't. I already promised Hyosung...wait! We can do a tradeoff. Because I can't go out tonight, I'll give you something else instead."
"Like what?" He said, interested.
"It's a surprise."
"Is it a good surprise?"
"It is! I think you'll realllly like it. Remember when we--it has to do with something that we did before together," I didn't want to give away to much of the surprise.
I saw his lips curve up, "Alright fine. I think I might have an idea of what it is."
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"What's that?" Hyosung asked me when I came into the dorm holding shopping bags.
"They're presents."
"For me?" She asked excitedly.
"No sorry," I said, striking her down, "They're for Yongguk."
"Oooooh I seeeeee," She winked.
"No it's not like that. I went and printed out pictures that we took at the pet adoption center, I plan on putting it on a flag banner so he can hang it up in his dorm aaaaand I bought this really cute toy pug. It looks exactly like the one that's up for adoption. Since pets aren't allowed in the dorms, this can be like a substitute for the real thing. I hope he'll like it."
"How cute. You seem like you put a lot of thought into this. For him~"
"Well I said I had a surprise for him and he's really looking forward to it. And you know what? I really think he's a nice guy." I put the things aside for now and cracked open my books, "Ok let's start this tutoring session."
I looked up at Hyosung who hasn't opened her book yet. She rested her head on her hand and was smirking at me, "Is this the right time to say 'I told you so.'"
I threw my eraser at her, "No. Shut up."
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The night after, I went to Yongguk's dorm to drop off his gift. After tutoring Hyosung yesterday, I spent a few hours putting the pictures together. I even added glitter for pizzazz. I also went to the pet shop and got a dog tag engraved for the toy pug. The tag said 'Yongguk' and the whole gift thing might be a little too much or too lame, but I thought it was cute. I kept it in my bag and I knocked on his door.
"What are you doing here?" He asked a little confused.
"I wanted to give you your surprise, remember?"
"Oh right," He stepped aside and let me in. "Come in."
I sat down on his bed and clutched my bag, getting ready to give him the gift. "So how was it yesterday? Did you have fun being the fifth wheel with your friends?" I teased.
"It was annoying. But I let you off the hook because you said you were going to give me something else instead, something that I want."
I nodded and reached into my bag, "I wanted to give you th--" I froze when I felt his hand on the back of my neck.
"H-hey what are you doing?" I stuttered as his face neared in on mine.
"I'm going to get what I want." He forced his lips onto my own, barely giving me a chance to breathe.
I felt my hands grabbing the front of his shirt and I don't know what came over me, but I just let him kiss me. Hyosung said that if I kissed him, I would finally know how I feel about him, but I didn't expect to feel so euphoric. I wanted to resist but at the same time I didn't.
He pushed me down onto the bed. I watched nervously as he crawled over me and reconnected our lips. I gasped when his lips were on my neck. I felt his breath when he laughed and mumbled something into my skin.
"Wh--Yonnguk..." I breathed out.
"I like when you say my name."
"B-but..." I mumbled. Everything was happening so fast and I couldn't even form full sentences.
"Stop acting like you're so shy. It makes me want you even more." He said as he bit my bottom lip.
I shook my head, trying to push him off, "I don't think we should do this."
"I didn't do anything to you the last time. I said I would wait but I don't want to wait anymore." His hands grabbed the hem of my shirt and slowly started lifting it up
"No Yongguk. Stop." I pushed him off of me but he held my wrists down.
"You were the one who said you were gonna give me a surprise tonight." He said as if he was blaming me for everything .
"I did! But I didn't mean this. I never said we were going to go this far."
"I know that you want to do it too. It was obvious when you kissed me back." He stared down at me and kept a firm hold on my wrists.
"W-well it was a mistake. I didn't come here to do this..."
He just continued to stare at me and I was kind of scared. Anytime that I look into his eyes, I find it scary. "You should be grateful for all the shit I do for you. Do you think that you can be on your dance team if I wasn't the one who paid for your membership or uniform? Do you think that you could even go to this school if it wasn't for me?"
I blinked and tried looking away but he put his hand on my chin so that I would face him. "In the contract I told you that you can't force me to do anything I didn't want to do." I voiced.
He stared at me with a haughty look. "Don't you think that you owe me?"
My mouth fell open and because I couldn't believe what he just said. Tears started forming in my eyes, but I held them back so he wouldn't see. I couldn't believe he was planning to take advantage of our situation. "For a second, I thought you were a nice guy. You made me think that you liked me. But you haven't changed from the moment I met you. You're just like all the other guys who expect sex from this app." I used all my strength and pushed him off of me. I quickly grabbed my bag and headed for the door.
"Stop." He commanded. "You better not leave, or else---"
"What?" I turned around and crossed my arms, "Are you threatening me? I don't know what kind of girls you went out with before, but unlike them, I'm not gonna act like I belong to you. I'll return the money if you want, but just know that you don't own me." I finally opened the door and left without looking back.
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A/n* ummmm well anyway.... my BAP matrix album came in the mail yesterday & I ordered the special edition "Yongguk version" and I have no regrets
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Sugar Baby |BAP Bang Yongguk + Secret Song Jieun Kpop Fanfic
FanfictionSugar Baby (noun) - a girl who receives gifts (usually in the form of money) from wealthy men in exchange for companionship ------------------- What happens when the wrong guy requests her services? completed