Sugar Baby |BAP Bang Yongguk + Secret Song Jieun Kpop Fanfic

Chapter 31: First Time

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"But hey, now that you're my girlfriend, do you know what that means?"

I stared back at him and he grabbed my face to keep me still while he kissed me. His fingers lightly rubbed my arms which sent a tingly feeling. "I've noticed for the past few days you've been...hinting that you want something."

I eyes enlarged, "Wait you knew...what I was trying to do?"

"Well yeah, you're really obvious. And I know, I'm really irresistible."

I shook my head and said teasingly, "No, not after you said that."

"Are you sure?" He said, leaning his forehead against mine, "So are you saying that you don't want to go back to my dorm and..."

How we ended back in his dorm was a blur, but currently we were in his bed and he's been kissing me so much, there was barely time for me to breathe, but I didn't mind.

His hands moved into my shirt and lifted it up little by little as if waiting to see if I would tell him to stop. When I didn't, he lifted it over my head and tossed it to the side. He started to kiss the newly exposed areas. From my neck, to my chest, to my stomach, and back up to my lips again.

I tugged on his shirt, signaling for him to take it off, but was afraid that I was being too forward. I suppose he didn't mind since he got the message and removed his shirt as well. After throwing his it to the side, he bent down near my lips, but asked me a question instead of continuing, "This is your first time, isn't it?"

"Yes..." I answered, a little nervous.

He tugged my hair, taking out the ponytail and letting my hair loose. His hands ran through the strands and he stared into my eyes, "Are you sure you want your first time to be with me?"

"Yes, I want you." Oh god what was I saying? I wouldn't normally say something like this.

A satisfied look wiped across his face as he switched our positions so that he was now lying on the bed. I proceeded to kiss him, starting off shyly at first, but then I gained more confidence even pressing my body against his.

"Fuck..." He mumbled into the kiss, "I think I like this position better."

I laughed slightly and continued to straddle him, just lightly moving my body because I didn't want to seem so impatient. But I guess Yongguk was the one who was impatient because he grabbed my hips, pressing them down so that there you could feel absolutely no distance between our bodies.

He broke apart momentarily to take off his jeans so now he was just in his boxers. It was my first time seeing him like this, but I naturally got back on him. This time, I sucked on his neck a little, starting off softly at first because I wasn't used to doing it. I moved my hips on top of him and he was letting out frustrated groans.

"I'm sorry," I said, moving back, "Is it not ok for me to do that?"

"No you're," He paused to take a few breaths, "You're doing really well for your first time," he bit his lip, "But are you ready to go further?"

His question made my cheeks really hot, but I found myself nodding anyway. He flipped our positions again. And I tightly grabbed onto the sheets as he dipped his head between my legs. He was leaving soft kisses on my inner thighs. I winced and his next move was sliding my skirt down my legs.

His lips came back to mine and I accidentally scratched his back when his hand pressed in between my legs. His thumbs hooked around the sides of my underwear and pulled it down slightly, "If you ever want me to stop, just say so, ok? It's completely fine."

I looked at him then I looked at his hands, still hooked on my underwear, but waiting for my permission before going any further. I nodded and even placed my hands over his as they slid down, throwing the small piece of cloth to the side.

I was thankful that the room was dim. Only one small light was on and I preferred it to be this way for my first time. He reached over to his night stand and opened a drawer, taking out a condom.

Oh my goodness. I cant believe I almost forgot that part.

He opened the packet with his teeth and I didn't want to admit that I found it really attractive when he did that. When he put it on, I just stared past his shoulders and didn't look at him until he whispered something to me, "I've been wanting you for months...but if you don't feel comfortable, tell me to stop."

I stared into his eyes and nodded. I shut my eyes and grabbed onto his shoulders as I felt the pain . I bit my finger to prevent myself from making any sounds of discomfort that would make him feel like he had to stop.

I felt my face scrunch into a frown and I let out shaky breaths, all while staying generally quiet. I think he noticed how much I was restraining myself and he kissed me to focus my attention elsewhere, "I'm sorry, it won't feel like this for long."

I nodded and tried to respond back, but instead, a whimper--half of which came from distress, while the other half came from pleasure--came out of my mouth and into his ear.

"Jieun," Yongguk clenched the sheets, "When you do that..." But he never finished his sentence. Instead, he kissed my neck and lightly scratched down my chest and to my stomach.

I tried my hardest to keep in my moans, but when they would unconsciously come out, it would only be loud enough for him to hear me. Whenever I would do that into his ear, I could feel him tense up and breathe heavily.

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The next morning, I woke up with Yongguk sleeping by my side. I trailed my finger down his bare chest, but as I got up, he pulled me close to him. I was sure that he was still fast asleep, so I got off the bed and went to the bathroom to wash up. On the way, I grabbed a white shirt from his dresser and slipped it on.

When I got out of the bathroom, Yongguk was right outside, leaning against the wall. He put on a pair of joggers, but failed to put a shirt on. I stopped momentarily because I was expecting him to be asleep still, but he said good morning with a really cheeky smile before going into the bathroom.

While he was in there, I didn't know what else to do, so I started folding his blankets and fixing the pillows.

"God, I've always imagined what you would look like wearing nothing else but my shirt." Yongguk came from behind and hugged my waist.

I clutched my chest and turned to face him, "You scared me."

He chuckled and smiled against my skin, "Do you know what else I've imagined?"

I rolled my eyes playfully, "What?"

"I've always imagined what it would be like to wake up to you the morning after we had s--"

"Why would you imagine stuff like that??" I said, not letting him finish.

"'Cos I'm a guy." He answered, squeezing my hips.

"Pfft. Don't touch me."

"That's not what you were saying last night."

"Aughh." I whined while covering my face in embarrassment , "Please don't say things like that right now."

Yongguk laughed as he tried to remove my hands from my face. I struggled to keep my face covered, but once he succeeded, he kissed my lips, "I love you."

I stopped struggling and smiled, "I love you, too."

He gave me a conceited smile, knowing that I was going to say it back. His hands moved to the bottom of the shirt I was wearing and attempted to lift it up, "Then, can we do this again?"

I slapped his hands away, "Don't try to take off my clothes."

He sighed, "That's not what you were saying last night."

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ended March 10, 2015

what the hell did I do :OOOO aigoooo well guys, here's the last chapter. I think I will almost cry. ilysm hohoho