Sugar Baby |BAP Bang Yongguk + Secret Song Jieun Kpop Fanfic

Chapter 11: Plans for Tonight

"Jieun what's wrong? You've locked yourself in the bathroom for an hour..." Hyosung knocked on the bathroom door, but I refused to get up from the floor and open it.

I wiped my eyes with my sleeve and just listened to Hyosung trying to persuade me to open the door.

"Jieun...can you please let me in? If something's wrong I want to help."

I sighed and stood up. I looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes were red and puffy but I opened the door anyway. When Hyosung saw me, she just pulled me into a hug.

"What happened?"

I stayed silent.

"You just came back from Yongguk's dorm, right? Is this about him?" She asked carefully.

I sat back down on the floor again and nodded. Hyosung sat down next to me and help my hand.

"I knew that he would never think of me as anything else but a slave to his requests."

Hyosung frowned, handing me a tissue, "What are you talking about?"

"You put this idea in my head that he liked me. And that was the reason why he was giving me this special treatment. But that wasn't it at all. In actuality, he thought that if he paid me enough, I would actually give in and have sex with him."

"I-I'm so sorry..."

"No it's not your fault. I was dumb enough to think that he has changed. When he started acting different--like a human being for once--I guess I kind of started to like him." I groaned and pulled my hair as I spoke about him. He just makes me so frustrated. "I was soooo stupid. Why?? Why would I ever develop feelings for that kind of guy?? I hate to admit it, but a part of me liked the attention that I was getting from him. When he acted nice, it made me feel special."

"What happened when you went to his place?" Hyosung asked, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

I wiped the corner of my eye again before a tear could run down my cheek, "Well you know I spent a lot of time making the gift for him right? I really spent a lot of time thinking of what to give him and how I should make it because I wanted to do something nice in return for basically funding my entire college life, even though it was small and stupid, but...anyway, I told him that I had a 'surprise' for him, and somehow he took that as 'oh let me thank you by letting you take my virginity.' Apparently he was really expecting it and he wasn't going to let me leave until he got what he wanted."

"B-but would Yongguk really do that? You told me that when you got drunk, he didn't want to take advantage of you. I thought he wouldn't do something like that."

"Yeah I know. He didn't take advantage of me while I was drunk, but that's why I'm still so surprised that he acted this way today. You wanna know what he said to me? He said that I owe him for all the things that he does for me. Like I'm a prostitute or something. As if that's all I'm there for."

Hyosung huffed and made her hands into fists, "What a dick. Seriously. Please don't cry because of him Jieun. I'm sorry I kept bringing up that you two should be together. A guy like that doesn't deserve you."

"I-I know but..." I clutched my chest, "It really hurts. I gave him the benefit of the doubt and thought that he was good."

Hyosung grabbed my phone on the sink counter and gave it to me, "Delete the app."

"Do you think it can all end if I do that?"

"I wish I never told you about the app in the first place. I know I said it was safe but there are too many guys on there who are just horny perverts. Just delete it. I'll delete mine too."