Feb 11th, 2011

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Dear Journal,

Okay all the happy go lucky feelings that I was having on Monday, yea they are gone. Fear has replaced them. Bryan and I argued a little today about Mike, we are good again, I am just afraid that Bryan will never give Mike a fair chance and I don't want to choose between my best friend, and hopefully soon my boyfriend. I don't get to see Mike again until the 19th I am spending this weekend with Bryan, we found a small reptile expo that we want to check out, going to see about getting me my tortiose, so I am super excited about that I have been wanting one for I am not sure how long, but it has been a while, and just the fact that I may get one this weekend partly makes up for the fact that I don't get to see Mike. I will see him the 18th I am spending Friday and Saturday morning there, then coming back for a movie with Bryan, and a few of our friends. Okay I guess I am being a little over dramatic it isn't that bad, I just am scared that Bryan will be right, or that I will choose Mike over Bryan and end up regretting that. But you can''t have it all I guess and to find true love you have to take chances right?

Loves, 

Bre

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