Crying

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Rachel POV
I didn't want to go home. That's the first place Finn would go and look for me. I couldn't stay at my dads either, that's the second place. I just wanted to be alone, so Monica and Santana took me to Santana's house. I hadn't cried since I spoke to Finn. I want to really bad, but I won't. But it's so hard.

I feel like I'm going to explode emotionally, physically maybe because I happen to be pregnant, but emotionally for sure.

"You ok? I have ice cream, strawberry your favorite" Santana said as we parked in her driveway

That did it, that made me burst into tears. Strawberry ice cream reminded me of the time Finn went out at three am to get it for me during the summer. I felt Monica hug me as Santana rubbed my back

"Or not?" Monica said

I cried and cried till Santana broke the sounds of my tears

"Want to go in and watch bride wars? I don't have funny girl but I do have tons of chick flicks" Santana asks

I just wipe my tears and nod my head. Monica grabs my bag that I packed before we got here and I grab all my baby magazines and walk inside. Santana's mom knows who Monica and I are due to the constant sleepovers and cheer camp trips in the past. She also knows my current situation, she just doesn't know about Finn.

She's always been like a second mom to me, I know she'll never replace my real mom, but it's still good to have that mother figure.

"Rachel! How are you? Monica lovely to see you back" I hear Santana's moms Spanish accent

She noticed my tear stained cheeks so she goes in for a hug. I hug her back while I cry. Mr.Lopez is a doctor and just like daddy who is a lawyer, they work long hours. He loves me like a daughter as well and acts just like daddy. Protective of their little girls feelings. 

Like last time in the ninth grade, Santana told her dad that Gabe had sexually harassed her, papa Lopez broke his brand new car window, and my dad made sure everyone knew his std results. So I really hope Santana doesn't tell her equally fierce mom about Finn and have her tell Señor Lopez and my daddy, because then I know Finn would probably never get to see me. Ever.

"Mama, ella acava de aprender que antes que se embaraso su stupido novio iso un deal para tener sexo con ella antes del balie" Santana told her mom
(Quick AN, I'm Hispanic and I speak it fluently I just don't know how to spell it, for any professional Spanish readers, also, yes I am a shameful non spelling Hispanic :( don't judge)
(Translation: mom, she just found out, before she got pregnant, her stupid boyfriend made a deal to have sex with her before prom)

She spoke too fast for me to comprehend but I already know she told her because she was already saying

"Ay miha"
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After much talking and a lot of crying I managed to sit down with Santana and Monica and watch bride wars staring Anne Hathaway and Kate Hudson.

"Listen Rachie, I have to go home to help Blaine with his boxing, but I'm sending Kurt over here for my replacement" Monica said getting up

I look up at her with my hand stuffed in the popcorn bowl. I cried over that too.

"That's fine" I say
"Rach, Britts coming over" Santana said walking back into the living room

Rach, I started crying. I saw Monica and Santana look at each other.

"Or she could come over like tomorrow, or something" Santana said
"No, it's not Britt, it's just that,"

I couldn't even finish without crying. Monica handed me the third tissue box I've had to use. I wiped my tears as they both stared at me.

"He use to call me that" I cry

Once I say it, it makes me even more sad

"Really Rachel?" Monica says
"What do you mean, really Rachel?" I say mocking her "I'm heartbroken and you're getting down on me because I cry too much!??? Well I'm sorry me being pregnant is too overly emotional for you!!! Just go out and help out our gay brother!" I yell going to the bathroom

I make sure to slam the door. I hear them talking. Then I hear Monica.

"I'm sorry Rachel, it's just, I'm sad to see you sad"

Now I feel bad so I open the door

"why would you say that! Now I feel even more bad!" I cry
"It's ok, here just take a nap and I'll pick you up tomorrow, ok?" Monica asks
"Ok" I say still crying
"Ok, bye sissy" Monica say and then walks out the door

I walk back to the couch were Santana sat patiently waiting.

"Kurt said he'd be over in five and Britt said she forget how to drive so her mom is bringing her in a few" Santana explained
"Ok, let's finish the movie" I say sitting down cross legged with a blanket and my popcorn
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