I was breathing heavily next to Dallas who laid beside me, asleep, on the couch.
What did I just do?
We were covered in a blanket and our clothes formed a pile on the floor.
Oh no oh no!
He stretched his legs out and groaned, waking up.
"Hey babe." He wrapped his arm around my tiny waist pulling me closer to him.
I was shaking. My mind was racing. How could I let things go so far so fast?
I leaned over the couch pulling the phone out of the pocket of my jeans.
Text messages from my parents and Natlie lit up the screen making my heart race even more.
I called Natalie first.
"Hey! Why are you calling me so late!" She sounded half asleep when she picked up the phone.
"I'm sleeping over your house okay." I spoke clearly.
"Like...like right now?" She sounded confused.
"Yeah I will be over in a few minutes." I hung up not wanting to explain everything right now.
I looked over at Dallas who was back asleep.
Then, I called my mom.
"Oh my god where have you been?! Do you know what time it is?! Where are you?!" She yelled through the phone.
I took a deep breath. "The library was closed so I went back to Natalie's house to finish studying and we fell asleep. I'm so sorry!" I lied to my full ability.
"Are you coming home?" She bought it!
"I'm just going to stay here tonight. It's okay with Natalie and her parents probably won't mind." I tried to sound as reassuring as possible to calm her down.
"Okay." Her tone was annoyed and I couldn't blame her.
"Sorry I know it's a school night. I love you." I pulled the "I love you" card it always works.
"I love you too honey goodnight."
I hung up the phone. Okay that took care of that. Now, about Dallas....
I slid carefully out of his loosened grip and grabbed started putting my clothes back on.
I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I wanted to scream and freak out. But why should I. It's already done.
He opened his eyes. "Babe where are going?" He asked half asleep.
"I'm going home. I didn't want to wake you." I spoke to him sweetly the last thing I needed was for him to get...affectionate again.
He got up from couch, still completely naked. "Goodnight babe." He kissed me softly on the lips. I was afraid he would take it farther but thankfully he stopped there.
I nodded and left.
I got to Natlie's house and she was already standing at the door.
I didn't even get to say hi before she barked "Explain."
I felt numb. I wanted to deny everything that happened tonight. Was that wrong? Shouldn't I be happy?
We went upstairs to her room and I sat on her bed. I wasn't able to speak.
"Were you with Sean?" She asked smiling.
Rage suddenly took over me. "NO!" I yelled. I had forgotten all about him until she brought him up. Why was I surprised?
"Shut up! You will wake up my parents! What happened?" She demanded.
"I was with Dallas." I weakly spoke.
Her jaw dropped. "Popular basketball jock Dallas Richards?"
"No the other Dallas." I replied sarcastically. I wasn't a fan of her peppy attitude after something like this.
"Why?" She was still smiling like nothing happened, but something happened. Something I wasn't entirely ready for.
"He invited me over. I couldn't say no. You know how I feel about him." Nat nodded. She would know more than anyone how I felt about Dallas Richards.
"Don't tell me you...."
I nodded. I felt tears coming on but I blinked them away.
"What?!" She jumped up and looked at me.
"Everything happened so fast..." I felt so dirty.
"You are so lucky!" She squealed in excitement.
I liked him a lot but I wasn't expecting that we would have sex after the first time I talked to him. I coudln't even remeber everything clearly which was freaking me out even more. Maybe sleep would help and I would remeber in the morning. Yeah, I'm sure I will be able to figure everything out to tomorrow. "I'm tired." I interrupted her rant on how she would give anything to hook up with him.
I laid down on the bed letting all the worry slip from my mind and let pure exahustion take over my body.
Everything will be okay. I told myself. Now I only wished I could believe it.
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