"Listen." He whispered in my ear softly. His hot breath tickled my neck and rustled my fly away hairs along the side of my face. "I'm bad for you." His voice was teasing. He sounded as if he were mocking me, trying to lure me into him.
"I don't believe you." I giggled. It came out loud and echoed around us.
"Good." He hummed. Goosebumps rose on my arms. His one word gave me a paralyzing chill.
My eyes jolted open. I was shivering from the dream, until I felt a warm arm wrap around me. "You're freezing." Sean's raspy morning voice was so sexy.
"You stayed." I whispered turning toward him to see his face. I'm sure mine looked absolutely stunning in the morning, not.
He kissed my nose lightly, his soft lips barely touched my skin. "You told me too."
I didn't remember saying that but I was totally ok with it. I curled my head into his chest and listened to his familiar heart beat. It was slow and relaxed and I don't know how. Every time I am near him mine races to the point I think it might explode. "We have school. Do you remember that?" I joked cracking a smile.
He sighed. "I remember." Then released me. I felt a little bad for ruining the moment but I already missed one day of school this week and my Mom's coming home from her business trip tonight.
I slid off the bed wearing nothing but a large t-shirt and my lacy panties. I rose an eyebrow. "You didn't do anything did you?" I tried not to laugh as he grinned.
"I was tempted, but no." He sat up revealing his shirtless. Muscular body. I tried not to drool. Now he was making me tempted.
The only distraction was the healing cuts and discolored patches of skin making me remember the dream. How could I forget, it felt so real, I've never had a dream that felt like that before. What does it mean? I chewed on my lip like I always did when I'm nervous. Should I tell him?
I walked down the hall to the bathroom for a shower and saw Cam against Natalie on the door. He was like eating her face and off. And the disturbing part is she doesn't seem to mind at all.
"Nat! NAT!!!" I yelled until she finally broke away from his lips.
She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, her cheeks turning a deep burgundy. "Yes?"
"You're in my way." I smiled and batted my eyes making the moment even more awkward for her. Cam looked away from Nat and I awkwardly as she moved.
"Thanks." I spat and narrowed my eyes then slammed the bathroom door behind me.
I groaned. What has my life come to?
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I got out of my car which Sean insisted on driving. He still thinks I'm sick with the way I've been acting but I'm just nervous. Everything that happened last night....I felt like such a hypocrite I'm here so scared about a few kisses and sleeping in the same bed as Sean when I gave up my virginity to someone I didn't talk to.
Sean and I walked side by side through the parking lot. Natalie trailing behind. I wasn't ready to talk to her about Cam, who was still at my house. Sean threatened to kill him if he stole anything or took off which didn't even give me much confidence.
I couldn't think straight. The dream was gnawing at my brain with every in sync stride we took together. So close I could smell his cologne. He clouded my thoughts to the point where I could literally think of nothing else but him.
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"I think we need to straighten things out." Nat said while we sat in study hall.
"Really?" I hummed flipping through my chemistry text book pretending to study.
"Yeah. You and Sean."
I slammed my text book. "Me and Sean! What about you and Cam this morning eating each others faces for breakfast!"
"Shhh! Shut up!" Nat whispered noticing I was causing our table unneeded attention.
I rolled my eyes and sat back in the stiff plastic chair. "I can't believe you."
"Look, I'm not sorry I kissed him." She was trying to reason with me.
"I can tell."
"But! I am sorry you had to walk in on it like that."
My eyes widened. "Are you kidding. That's not an apology."
"Well you're one to talk! I walked in on you making out with Sean!"
I relaxed a little. She was right. "It's different."
"How?!"
"B-because. I think I'm in love with Sean."
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