It All Starts With Friendship[A BTOB Fanfiction~]

Chapter 12

Shinhye's POV:

I came back to the dorm after training at the cafe. I could still feel Minjin holding my hand. I shook my head. No, stop Shinhye. You are with ILHOON. NOT SUNGJAE OR MINJIN. You dont want to become Subin now. I went inside and found the BTOB members playing games. 

"Shinhye! How was training?"Asked Eunkwang Oppa.

"It was good! How did the radio talk go?"I said.

"DAEBAK. It was really good."Changsub Oppa said.

"Thats awesome! I dont see Ilhoon? Where is he?" I asked.

"He had another schedule. Something for golden camera or something...  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ3KX6RE-UQ<<<<(If you want to see~)

"Oh, Well. I will just be in my room then. Have fun playing games!" I said.

I went inside and heard a "Oh, she is so cute" from someone. I was really tired and my hand hurt from the burn. I decided to listen to some music and read a book. 

"Shinhye!" Sungjae said.

"What? Oh hi! Sorry, I was listening to music."I said.

"Thats ok...whatsup?" He asked.

"I was listening to music and reading a book. Was the game boring?"I asked.

"It wasnt really my thing. I would rather hang out with you."He said.

"Haha, thats great. What do you want to do?"I asked. 

"I was planning on practicing my dance moves. Wanna come? I could teach you if you want.."He said.

"OF COURSE. Lets go! Choolbal~"I replied. 

We went to the practicing room and I sat as I watched Sungjae dance to a remix of other songs.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Rw37RIgFSE<<<(The dance for BTOB~~)

"DAEBAK. That was really good! Wanna teach me?"I asked.

"Sure, come on."He said

He taught me most of the moves (even though i sucked at dancing). I was doing a dance move, when suddenly I tripped and Sungjae fell on me. Our faces were close, and we laid there for a second. Sungjae leaned in to kiss me and his lips touched mine softly.. I pushed him away and got up quickly. 

"Oh...Im sorry..."Sungjae said.

"I think I am going to go back to the dorm..."I said quickly. 

I ran outside so that I wouldnt see the practicing room anymore. I slowly walked back to the dorm. Way to go Shinhye. That was so smart. 

"Shinhye, wait!"Sungjae yelled.

I stopped and turned around to see Sungjae running towards me. I wanted to run away, but my feet wouldnt move. 

"Im sorry about what happened. I didnt mean to do it. Im sorry. Lets forget that ever happened."He said.

"Sure. No problem." I said emotionlessly.

We walked back in silence. I found Ilhoon waiting for me by the dorm. He glared at Sungjae. 

"What were you guys doing?"He said.

"Sungjae was showing me his dance moves. He taught me some."I said.

"Oh, if you want to learn how to dance, you can just ask me."Ilhoon said.

"That sounds like fun. Im tired, I think im going to go take a shower and rest."I said.

"Sure...."Ilhoon said.

I felt guilty for not telling Ilhoon. But to be honest...I kind of liked the kiss with Sungjae. I just pushed away out of shock. I took a shower and went into my room. I laid down on the bed and grabbed my pillow with anger. You dont even deserve Ilhoon. You are a jerk. I cant believe you are thinking about the kiss with Sungjae. 

"Hey...Is something wrong?"Ilhoon said.

"Oh..i didnt see you come in. Ilhoon.....We can be honest with each other...right?"I asked.

"Of course. No keeping secrets."He said.

"Well....I...I...Sungjae and I accidentally kissed when we were practicing the dance moves today..."I said.

Ilhoon stayed silent. I was getting scared.

"Il...Il...Ilhoon?"I said.

"How could you Shinhye.."He said.

"I didnt mean to. I tripped and he happened to fall on me. He leaned in to kiss me and-"

"Are you really trying to make an excuse right now?"He interrupted.

"No, I...Im sorry Ilhoon..."I said quietly.

"Do you like Sungjae..."He asked.

"Ilhoon. I love you. I like Sungjae as a...friend."I said. I lied to him and to myself. I was such a bad person.

"Shinhye...I forgive you. I just hope something like this wont happen again ok? And Im glad you told me now than later...."He said.

"Im really sorry Ilhoon..." I whispered. 

He hugged me and kissed my cheek. He went outside and I sat there crying. I normally dont cry, but I felt so bad...I like Ilhoon, yet I like Sungjae. And there is still Minjin to deal with...Ugh. I dont know what to do. Subin came in through the door and sat next to me.

"Shinhye ya..Are you ok?"She asked.

"Subin...I feel like my heart is torn into pieces. I feel so bad. I dont know what to do.."I said.

"You can tell me, we are like sisters.."She said.

I just hugged her and cried. It felt nice to get all the hurt and burden out. I stopped crying and Subin went out to get water. Why am I crying? I should be happy with Ilhoon. I....I SHOULD be happy with Ilhoon. Ilhoon came inside holding a glass of water.

"Hey, Subin told me to bring you water...are you ok?"Ilhoon asked.

"Ilhoon...." I sighed. "Lets....lets break up."I said.

Authors note:

Poor Ilhoon..T^T. It probably sucks because I did this late at night and Im really tired>< Im going to Korea in 1 day! KYAAA EXCITED. Hopefully I can see BTOB. HOPEFULLY. *FIngers crossed* I hope you all get a chance to go to Korea, its a beautiful place. I am going to be gone for a month. I will miss you all~ Please spread this to your friends! And also, FOLLOW, COMMENT, AND VOTE! IT MEANS THE WORLD TO MEH~ Have a great summer!!! I might do a really long one before I go. Keke. GAMSAHAMNIDA AND SARANGHAEYO~~~~