Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 8

Aubrey

I really can't believe that she slept with this nigga. I'm sitting out here looking like an asshole cause I'm trying to prove to her that she is the only woman that I want and she out here fucking around. I was on my way to Shakeya's crib to ask her if she knew about Desire and August. If Shakeya knows about this I am going to be hurt cause out of all of Desire's friends I'm cool as hell wit Keya.

I pulled up and she was waiting in the lobby for me. I really wanted the truth. I walked in and she was giving me a don't get fucked up look. "What the fuck is going on Drake? Desire just called me crying like some one died." She said with an attitude. "Did you know Desire fucked that nigga August last night?" I asked her. By the look on her face I guess it was news to her too.

"Get the fuck out of here! Well you know what I'm not gonna say two wrongs make a right, but you made this happen. All you do is cheat and ya bitches don't know how to stay in they place so they bring that drama to her. I told you to stop fucking up and now you hurt cause she fucked August. Now I guess you see how she feels all the time." She said.

I couldn't say shit. Shakeya was right all this was my fault once again. Maybe I just need to let her go so that she could be happy. I love her and I couldn't picture her with someone else. I need to fix this and make it right.

"Aubrey you are going to have to make a choice. Either you want to be in a relationship or you don't. If you do cherish her cause she is worth it. If not keep fucking these bird bitches. You have to decide. You need to go back and talk to her." Shakeya said leaving me in the lobby.

I got in my car and headed back to Desire so that we could talk. I needed to know what made her do it. If she could forgive me after so many fuck ups I could do the same for her one.

Desire

After Aubrey stormed out on me I just sat here and cried. I shouldn't have slept with August. I should have never let it get that far. I never saw Aubrey that hurt before. My door opened and closed and in came Raven. I had asked her to come over after I had spoke to Shakeya. "Desire are you Ok? Look at you your eyes are all puffy and red." She said taking a seat next to me. "I fucked up Raven. I slept with August and now Aubrey hates me. He never looked at me the way he looked at me today." I said fighting back tears.

"What the hell are you crying for? Aubrey cheats on you all the time and the one time the tables turn he is upset fuck him. August is sexy as hell shit I would have fucked him too if I wasn't pregnant and bout to be married. I know you love Aubrey but he doesn't know your worth and not for nothing you have been super fucking loyal to a non-loyal ass nigga." Raven said.

I hate to admit it but she was right. Why am I upset when he does me wrong all the time. August was just so easy to talk to and smooth. He was sexy as hell and sweet. All the things about him that attracted me to him were the things I once loved about Aubrey. "Raven you are right, but I love him and I never meant to hurt him." I said.

Raven just looked at me like I was crazy. "Do you know why I hated you so much. It wasn't just because Drake wanted you, it was because of how strong and confident you are. You have this power about you that commands attention from people when you step in a room. That strength and power you have is what made him fall in love with you. You never use to take his bullshit like Dawn did. Go back to being that girl and I promise you he will change. You always want someone more when you know someone else wants them too." She said.

I had no clue that she felt like that about me. Maybe I did need time apart from Aubrey to see what else is out there for me. Raven and I just sat there talking for hours and she warned me to watch out for Alyssa. I really didn't get why she felt the need to warn me about her but I put it in my roller decks.

Raven left so I went and took another shower. I wasn't gonna sit around all depressed because Aubrey was mad. I got out of the shower and threw on some tights and a tank top. When came back downstairs Aubrey was sitting there. I really didn't want to fight with him anymore cause I didn't have the energy.

"Desire sit down." He said in a hoarse voice. I sat across from him and he looked up at me with red eyes. "I need to know what made you have sex with August?" He asked. I didn't want to do this right now. "Aubrey please just let it go." I said. "Just tell me. I forgive you already, but I have to know." He said.

"Honestly I don't know why I did it. He cooked me dinner, we talked and then one thing lead to another. We were fucking and he made me squirt. Did I enjoy it? Yes I did. He gave me what my body needed at the time. He took my mind off all the drama and he made me feel like I was the only woman he wanted and needed." I said remembering the passion in his touch.

"You are the only woman that I want." August said. We turned around to see August standing there. Aubrey stood up ready to attack. I stood in front of him. "August please not now." I said begging him with my eyes. I don't need a brawl in here.

August

"Desire he needs to know that I made ya body do things you never knew it could." I said looking at her in the eyes. I really wasn't worried bout this nigga Drake. He didn't deserve a woman like Desire. I saw his jaw flexing like he wanted to do something. "What the fuck is the nigga talking bout Desire?" Drake asked looking down at her.

"I made her pussy squirt for me. By the way she was acting I know that's never happened wit you before." I said remembering the sexy faces she was making. He pushed Desire to the side and charged at me. He punched me in the jaw sending me crashing into the wall. "Aubrey Please!" Desire screamed. She got between us as I stood back to my feet. He got that lucky shot. She had her hand on my chest and she was looking at me with tears in her eyes.

He just looked at her like he knew something no one else did. "Do you want him Des?" He asked sounding defeated. She snatched her had away from me and turned to him. I took that as my cue to leave. I walked out but this shit between me and Drake damn sure wasn't over.

Aubrey

She just stared at me and i felt like my heart was breaking. I sat down on the couch trying to pull myself together. I couldn't even look in her direction. "Is it true. Did he make you squirt? Did you like him inside you?" I asked without looking up at her. She kneeled down between my legs and raised my head so that we were now looking each other in the eyes.

"He could never make my body respond the way you do because I'm in love with you." She said kissing me so deeply. A tear fell from my eye. I loved her so much but I don't think that I can handle being with her knowing she allowed another man to pleasure her the way I do.

I kissed her on the top of her head and I stood to leave. I turned back to see the confused look on her face. "I need time to deal with the fact that you slept with him. I love you I really do, but every time I look at you I see images of you and him. I can't handle that. Knowing he made you squirt and moan out his name. We do need q break." I said leaving.

I can't deal with this right now. I was going back to Toronto for awhile. Desire just don't know what she did to my heart. I saw the way she was touching him and the look she had in her eye's. I know that she loves him.