Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 19

"You don't know what you go til it's gone"~Janet Jackson

Desire

I woke up in a beautiful room with swollen knuckles. Shakeya and her friend Carlos had took me to the ER so that they could make sure the baby was Ok and he or she was. Carlos said that he was gonna handle the situation with Rihanna to make sure she didn't try to sue me or press charges. I am still upset but I have a baby to live for and I can't keep dealing with Aubrey and his drama. I was laying in bed when the door opened and in walked Carlos.

"Good morning heavyweight champ. How are you feeling this morning?" He asked me. That heavyweight champ comment made me laugh. "I'm good. My knuckles are swollen but I am fine. I just want to say thank you. Where is Shakeya?" I asked him. I was just staring at me for a moment. "She went to pick you up a few things and to get your vitamins." He said. The more that I looked at him he looked so familiar. It was like I knew his face but it belonged to someone older.

"Do I know you from somewhere? You look so familiar to me." I said to him. "I don't think so cause I would never forget a face like yours. Do you have any family here with you?" He asked. I kinda got a little sad because I didn't my brother and Desaundra were back in New York.

"Only person I have here is Shakeya. My brother Shad is back in New York." I said missing him. "What about your parents?" He asked. "My mother died and well or father left when I was eight and Shad was fifteen. I always wondered where he was or if we had other sibling's but I just never searched for them or him for that matter." I said.

He looked at me with sad eye's like he wanted to say something but he just couldn't find the words to say. He seemed like a nice guy but you could also see something dark behind his eye's. "Well you get some rest Ok. I will have Hilda bring you something to eat so that little guy in there can grow big and strong." He said flashing me a warm smile. "You think its a boy?" I asked him grinning from ear to ear. He just winked at me like he knew something that I didn't.

I just laid there and I thought about Draniece I wish my daughter was here. I just held my stomach and cried. I was gonna have a child without a father in his or hers life. Aubrey has turned my heart so cold.

Aubrey

Desire has her phone turned off. I don't know where the hell she is and its driving me crazy. I'm at the video shoot with Robyn doing the video for her song Work. She did a song with me for my album Views From The 6 that I'm working on. I'm doing what I have to do cause this is my job but my mind is on Desire and my unborn child.

" You alright you looking kind of down?" Robyn asked me taking a seat next to me. "I'm stressed. I don't know where Desire is or if the baby is alright. I just don't get why you said that to her RiRi." I said. "Wait a minute Aubrey you're not gonna put this on me. She came to me asking questions and I told her this is a conversation that she needs to have with you. I wasn't gonna say anything but then she rushes on stage and attacked me. If you really love her like you saying you do then why are you still sleeping with me and everyone else you be dealing with. I really like Desire and she got that off what she did I had to put on mad makeup to cover the swelling and the bruises. She is tired of you miss treating her. You need to man up to your mistakes and stop blaming everyone else." She said walking away.

We shot a few more scenes and then we were done. I was glad to be apart of it. Robyn was right all this was my fault and think this time Desire is done for good. I'm gonna give her a little time and then I will reach out. I was walking out to my car only to have Shakeya waiting on me. Lord I'm not ready for this battle. "What the hell is wrong with you? She came here to fix things with you to only come here to some more fucking drama. She doesn't deserve this shit from you. She has done nothing but be a great girlfriend to you yet you keep dogging her." She said so upset with me.

"I know that. I fucked up big time. Is she ok? Where is she at? I never meant to hurt her please believe that." I said on the verge of tears. "She is hurt Aubrey but her and the baby is fine. She is staying with me and Carlos. When she is ready she will reach out to you. Right now you need to get your shit together and figure out what it is that you really want." She said and got in her car and pulled off.

I do need to work on me and figure out what I need to do. I'm gonna be a father and if I have another daughter I would never want her to be put through the things I have put her mother through.

Lovely

I have no idea what the hell happened last night but I am waiting on my sister Minah at a coffee shop cause she refuses to come to the house with our parents there. I was so excites to be working with Chris Brown to share my music and to have a brawl break out that my sister was apart of makes me so disappointed. My father always use to say where ever Minah goes trouble follows and I am really starting to believe that is true.

Minah came in with dark glasses on cause I was told that one of those girls knocked her out. "What the hell happened last night MiMi?" I asked her. She took her shades off to reveal a black eye. She had a cut underneath it as well.

"Lovely I honestly don't know what the hell was going on. I pulled up to the open mic with my friend Alyssa to see August Alsina holding my girlfriend's sister who was upset. Then I also see my girlfriend who I had no idea was here cause she hasn't been answering my calls. On top of all of that Desire attacks my friend Alyssa for God knows what and my girlfriend attacked my for God knows what." She said. I just looked at her not really understanding cause nobody in there right mind just attacks you for no reason.

"Mimi why would your girlfriend fight you for no reason? It just makes no sense." I said a little annoyed. My sister is grown and all that her life is filled with majority of the time is drama. My parents are very hard on her because she is a lesbian but the other things that she gets herself tied up in is crazy. "I really don't know Lovely. When I went to your place I saw daddy and we had a talk that ended with him slapping me." She said.

Now that I believed cause her and my father are always at odds. "Minah you have to get yourself together. You always have so much drama around. Chris Brown wants to sign me to his label and we recorded a song together. I have a lot of good things going on for me and I want you to be apart of it but not if your gonna bring drama around me." I said to her honestly. She had tears coming down her face.

"Look I gotta go but please come to the house at nine cause mommy wants to tell us something. I love you Minah be easy out here." I said kissing her on the cheek and leaving.

I was not going to let my dad or my sister ruin something so great for me. My dream was coming true and if I stay humble God will continue to bless me. I just need to stay prayed up and drama free.