Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 31

"Heaven couldn't wait for you~So go on go home"~Beyonce

Carlos

When we returned back to the house that night we found Desaundra and unfortunately she didn't make it. Shad and Desire were going through it and so was Shakeya. I was trying to comfort them all but I knew I had to just let them grieve. Kelly planned a beautiful funeral for Desaundra and that's were we all were on the way to now.

I had let Raven's fiancée go and her son. She was post to be here today her and Biz but I still haven't seen her yet. She did return my money she had taken but I will never really trust her. I will keep a close eye on her.

I walked into Desire's room and she was just crying. One thing I could say was that Aubrey has been here for her every step of the way. He has been taking care of Desire the way he should have been all along.

"The car's have arrived to take us to the church. We all are downstairs waiting on you baby girl." I said to her.

Shad cried the day that we found her but he hasn't done anything since that day. Kelly has been there for him helping him with his children. Since we have been back in New York everyone has seemed so down and off. After the funeral I was going to have to let everyone know I had to return to Miami. I did have a business to run and things to get in order.

I felt bad that we had to bury my brother's wife today but I was happy that it wasn't Desire or Shakeya. She handled Minah and Alyssa like a true boss and I loved her for that so much but I knew she no longer wanted to be in the business.

"Hey baby boy you alright?" Kelly asked me. I couldn't really say if I was or not I was just use to being around death.

"I'm Ok I just hurt for them. They loved her and even tho I didn't know her well she was still family." I said looking over and Shad and Shakeya. He had beautiful children and his baby girl would have to grow up never knowing her mother.

"I know it's a bad thing that happened. I will be there to help Shad raise his children. He is going to need all of our support. I have people handling things in Miami so if you just want to go down for a few days do that. I also had the crew take over King's territory so we have everything on lock now. Dad would be proud of us." Kelly said.

Desire and Aubrey finally came down stairs. She just looked so broken and torn feelings that I knew oh so well.

"Let's head out guys." I said to everyone leading Shakeya out the door.

This was going to be a long day and a tough one for my brother and sister but I will do everything in my power to make sure we never have anymore days like this.

When we got outside Raven and Bish were here she ran straight to Desire hugging her tightly. I don't trust her and now that her and Biz were back together I would have to watch the both of them.

Biz was a great solider but Raven the love that he had for her would be his greatest down fall. She is not a woman that could be trusted. She has the same curse that my mother had.

Desire

My heart has never hurt this badly. Desaundra was my best friend my sister. She was always there for me when I needed her even when her and Shad weren't getting along. As we pulled up in front of the church my heart got heavier.

I didn't want to go into this church and say goodbye to someone I thought would grow old with me. It seemed like things just flashed back to me different things that memories that I shared with Desaundra.