Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 42

"I came here to eat~I ain't wit that starving shit"~Cardi B

August

I been trying not to think bout Desire. She has been dominating my thoughts and my dreams. I know that she decided to be with Aubrey but I still had deep feelings for her. I loved her spirit and her energy. Not to mention she has some amazing pussy. I was in the studio with Lovely going over some tracks when my girl Lexi came in. She was bad and her pussy was good but it still didn't keep my mind off of Desire.

" Wus good baby." She said to me in her New Orleans accent. We were both from New Orleans so she understood me and where I came from a lot better.

"I'm good. Just going ova this music wit Lovely that's all. I bout to head out of here tho." I said to her.

Lexi was down to earth and very classy. She had a ratchet side to her. She could get hood if necessary. I don't know what it is she just doesn't get to me like Desire does. I got with her cause she does kind of look like Desire.

" Lovely let's wrap it up for the night Ma. I'm bout to get out of here." I said.

She came out of the booth and she greeted Lexi. She has become very cool with her. "Aug I need to talk to you about something personal." Lovely said.

Lexi gave me a look but she understood. "I'll be in the car babe." She said exiting the studio allowing Lovely and I time to talk.

"Wus on ya mind Lovely?" I asked her.

"Well yesterday when I was on the beach I ran into Desire. She has two beautiful twin girls and she has relocated to Calabasas. I know you still think about her and I just wanted you to be prepared cause you might run into her." Lovely said.

It was like my heart had skipped a beat and time had stopped when she said Desire was here in Cali.

I haven't told Lexi about Desire and I don't plan on it. I have to see her. Hell I need to see her. I have to try one last time to get her to be mines so that I could truly move on. I really believe that her and I are meant to be.

"Good looking Lovely but I don't think that Desire is really trying to see me. I appreciate the heads up tho." I said giving her a hug.

I couldn't let her see or know how happy I was that Desire was here and in my reach. I know her and what she likes, so I know she will be in the gym trying to get her body back to the way it was after the twins.

I do know that she had named them Imani and Da'sani. I was hoping that they would end up being my babies but they didn't. They look just like her and Aubrey.

I just want her to know that no matter what I will all was love her and I will be there for her.

The ride home was very quiet on my end. Lexi was talking but my mind was thinking about Desire. I thought about how happy she was when I came to New York during her fashion show. The smile and the way she hugged me.

The night I fucked her on her table and her couch. The way she said my name and the love faces she made turned me on. My dick started jumping and Lexi must have caught it cause she started rubbing my thighs.

I just grabbed her hand cause I don't want her touching me. "You alright babe? Cause you have never stopped me before." She said.

"I just have a lot on my mind that I need to sort out that's all." I told her.

I just didn't want her to taint my thoughts of Desire.

Rosa

Everybody left me to go to California. I need to get to Chico before he gets to the kids. I don't want this legit shit to take place.