Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 36

"Didn't they tell you that I was a savage"~Rihanna

Desire

  I has been so much happening that I have been super stressed out. I didn't tell Kelly and Carlos about there mother, and I made Shakeya keep it quiet too. I don't know how they are going to feel about it.

Sandi and Aubrey were out with the girls, so I was home alone. I had dinner done and I had cleaned up the condo. We were getting a few things done at the house so when they were done we would move back in. I felt like singing.

  I went in my office and turned on my computer. I was searching for instrumentals when I saw the beat to Rihanna's Needed Me. I couldn't stand the bitch after she done fucked my man, but I did enjoy her music.

  I turned my camera on so that I could up load the video to my instagram. I started singing a little bit of Needed Me and I felt like I kilt it. As soon as I uploaded it I got hella likes and comments. Some people were hating but some people was feeling it and it made me want to do one of my original songs.

I was scrolling when I saw a comment from Aubrey. I smiled cause he never really comments on my instagram post.

champagnepapi~@desire-diamond you need to just put some music out cause you super talented babe :-)

  He was to cute for that. I don't know maybe when the girls get a little older. I was turning the computer off when Shad came into the office.

  "Yo wus good Des." He said kissing me on the cheek. He took a seat right on top of my desk. Why does my brother act like he has no home training?

"What do you know about mommy sister Charlene?" I asked him.

  I thought this would be a good time to find out what the hell he knows about her. She acted as if she had a good relationship with Shad.

  "Her and mommy use to be pretty close until she married some drug dealer. Auntie Char is cool as hell a real ride or die. Mommy just didn't like her life style. She was a hustler betta then a lot of niggaz out here." He said.

  I just didn't get why now all of sudden all this family that I have never know shit about was coming out of the wood works.

   "Why you asking about her?" He asked looking at me intensely.

   "Shakeya and I ran into her. I asked her to come over tomorrow cause I wanted you and I as well as Carlos and Kelly to sit down with her. This family has to come together." I said.

  "I hear that but why would Kelly and Carlos need to sit down with mommy's sister?" He asked.

   I didn't want to say to much but I guess I could tell him a little info.

  "She was King's wife." I said.

  He just looked at me like I had just spoken a foreign language. He got up and kissed me on the forehead.

  "That shit is crazy. I gotta go get the kids from Judy. They been chilling with her a lot more since they mom died. Call me later." He said heading out the door.

  I been worried about him a lot. He hasn't really dealt with Desaundra's death. I love my brother but when he holds things inside to long bad things happen. I hope Kelly can keep him from going off the deep end.

I don't know how this family gathering is going to go but I hope it goes ok.

Aubrey

    I love when Desire just post videos of herself singing. I don't like that she was singing Needed Me but I do love her voice.

  I was thinking that maybe I could get Desire to put out a little EP on OVO music. She doesn't say it but I know that she loved music just as much as I do.

  I was enjoying my time out with my mom and my daughters when I ran into Robyn. I wasn't in the mood for any drama.

  She didn't look like she was pregnant. She spotted me and walked over towards me. My mom gave this boy don't play look.

  "Hey Aubs. I know you aren't really interested in talking to me. I just wanted to tell you that I didn't keep the baby. I didn't feel like it was a good idea right now considering where I am at in my career right now." She said.

  I was happy to hear that news. "I think you made a great decision. I'm in a very good place right now. Happy and it's just for the best besides we both know I wasn't the father." I said to her.

She just rolled her eyes and walked away. Sometimes people don't want to except the truth.

Family Meeting

Desire

I have been dressing this night and it is finally here. We were all sitting at this family get together and by the look on Carlos and Shakeya's face they weren't to happy about it.

  "We'll let me start by saying that this is not about fighting or feuds. This is about two families coming together as one. So please let's hear everyone out and have an adult discussion." I said.

By the looks on everybody face it just seemed so tense. Aubrey took his mother and the girls out cause I didn't want them here of things got out of had.

My Aunt didn't seem to happy to see Shakeya here but she needs to understand that she is family.

Kelly

I don't trust Charlene as far as I could throw her ass. I know she is up to something and if I say the right things I know I could get the truth out of her.

I don't understand why is that now all of a sudden she wants to reach out to Desire and Shadd. Why hasn't she come around before all of this happened?

I'm with Shakeya I think this bitch wants to use Desire and Shadd as her new meal tickets. I'll be damned if I let that bullshit happen. I won't let her try to use them.

  I know her and the type of person she is and she will use anything as a opportunity even death. I wonder if she was down with Minah kidnapping Desire?

  I know one thing for sure it's all gonna come out in this little meeting.

Charlene

  Look at this little high yellow bitch trying to look down her nose at me. She has no clue about what I have in store for her ass. I wonder if my nephew knows about that baby she had by him.

  Secrets and lies are what almost everyone's life at this table is built on. I can't speak on Desire and Shad lives but I can on Carlos and Kelly. Hell Ross was once my sister Eva's best friend until she fucked her husband.

  Hell Kelly was my husband's daughter that he didn't think I knew about. We bout to put all this shit on the table tonight.

  My sister didn't want her kids around they father cause he was a low down dirty dog that broke her heart and caused her to loose two babies.

  It was hard for her. Then to add insult to injury he had a son by her best friend.

It's time for me to set things right and watch out for my sister's children from here on out.

Ok my book worms I am back with updates. Desire singing in the MM so check it out. Please bare with me i'm gonna try to finish this book for you finally. I am also working on book three for you guys. Vote comment and please continue to read.