Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 21

"If you look in my life and see what I've seen"~Mary J. Blige

Desire

I couldn't believe that I was staying in a house with my best friend who is dating my long lost brother. I was just in a state of shock and this whole situation made me think about my problems with Aubrey. I didn't get to know my father before he departed this world and I don't want to keep my child from knowing Aubrey just because we have problems. I don't want to be with him but this is his child too and he has the right to know him or her.

I sent him a text asking him to come here in an hour and he agreed. I texted him the address that Hilda told me we were at.

I called Shad and asked him to come here as soon as he could and he said that he would. I missed my brother and with all that was happening I really needed him her right now. Shad needed to know Carlos just as much as Carlos needed to know us. I had got in the shower and got dressed and did something to my hair. I put on a little bit of makeup cause I didn't want to look a complete hot mess when Aubrey got here.

I wanted him to see that no matter what I am always going to be alright. I went back downstairs and went out on the deck with Carlos and Shakeya but to my surprise Robyn was also out there with them.

"Hey boo. Are you good?" Shakeya asked me. "Yeah I'm good. What is she doing here?" I asked not in the mood for no bullshit. "She had got in touch with me and said that she wanted to speak to you. I thought you might want to hear what she had to say." Carlos said.

I sat down and ready myself to hear a bunch of bull. "Look Desire I know that I am the last person that you want to talk to. I just wanted to apologize to you. I felt Aubrey should have told you about us not me and I'm not saying that it makes me right cause it doesn't considering that we were friends. I never should have went there with Aubrey. I hope you forgive me one day for my fault in all of this." She said.

I really wasn't upset with her. Aubrey was the one that opened that door with her. Sometimes us as women we want to be mad at the woman when we really should be mad at the man. I don't take back whooping her ass but I don't respect her coming to apologize.

"I have no hard feelings against you. Just know I don't fuck wit you and I damn sure don't trust you." I said looking her dead in the eye's. She just gave me this half ass grin and stood up. "I respect that." She said and left. I am over Aubrey and all his drama. Speaking of the devil in walked Aubrey. Carlos looked at me as if he would stay if I wanted him too but I gave him a like insuring him that I would be fine.

"Come Carlos let them talk in private." Shakeya said taking his hand walking into the house.

Aubrey sat down across from me so that we were staring each other in the eye's. I felt that urge to hug him but I contained myself. "Are you alright? How is the baby?" He asked.

"The baby is fine and I am fine. I just wanted to talk to you and let you know that even though we are going thru our little situation that I still want you in our child's life." I said to him. He gave me a look like he was confused. "So basically your telling me that we are done and you just want to co-parent." He said.

"I feel like I have done all I can do in this relationship. All you do is cheat on me and I have been nothing but faithful to you." I said a little annoyed. "Faithful! You call fucking August being faithful. Letting him leave love marks all over you. Really faithful Des." He said.

"Fuck You Aubrey! I have never done you the way you have done me. You know what fucking August was great and if I get a chance I am going to fuck him again." I said walking away. He just really pissed me off with the stupid little comments that he makes. I turned around cause I had more to say.