Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 46

"All Of Me~Loves All Of You"~John Legend

Carlos

I don't even know how to feel right now. I was about to go off on her for attacking my sister when her water breaks. I'm about to be a father. I love Shakeya even tho I'm mad at her right know; there is no one else in this world but her that I would want to be bringing my child in the world. We all were scrambling around trying to get her out the door to the hospital. She was screaming and cursing at me the whole damn time. I never would have thought that Shakeya and I would be getting married and having a child together with the way our relationship went South; but hey anything is possible.

   We had it Shad and told him to just make his way to the hospital. I really need to have a talk with my brother cause he has been a little distant since Lexi popped up in the picture.

  "Babe just breathe and stay calm." I said to Shakeya who just looked at me like she wanted to rip my heart out.

  " Carlos I don't wanna hear that fucking shit right now!" She yelled pulling her hand away from me.

  She was in labor for four hours when our son finally came into the world. She told me that she loved me and hated me all while bringing this precious life into the world. I held him in my arms not understanding how I could love one little person more than anything in this world. I will protect him with my life. I will make sure that he never wants for anything in this world.

  "Welcome to parenthood. You are going to do anything you can for this little person right here." Aubrey said.

    He was so right. I want to be a better man and do better shit with my life just for him. Carlos Amari Jr. He is my new reason for living and wanting to make sure our family bond was unbreakable.

I leaned over and kissed Shakeya. "You did so good baby. I love you so much for giving me a beautiful son. I will die for the both of you." I said to her.

My sister's and brother was here to see me become a father. Our dad and Jewel came with tons of shit. We were having a great time until Shakeya's father and mother walked in. Dr. Cliffton was not a very big fan of mines. He hated that his daughter had anything to do with a man like me. Pauline her mother she like me cause she understood me. She came from the ghetto of Kingston Jamaica so she knew about hustling your way to the top. Cliffton was a man born into money. He came from a very rich family in Nigeria.

  " Mi won hold him." Her mother said in her heavy accent. She kissed him and cooed over him. She told us how handsome he was.

"Why would you do this? Have a child with a gangster. You know that you and this baby will always be endanger." Cliffton said to Shakeya.

  " Wait a damn minute here my brother ain't no damn gangster. You don't have to look down your damn nose at him." Kelly said getting defensive.

  " No you wait! My daughter doesn't need to be tied up with trash like you! You Americans no nothing about hard work." He said.

I saw Shad rushing towards him and I saw Aubrey grabbing him. "Don't do it bro." Aubrey said to him.

  "Daddy please don't do this right now! I told you I love Carlos and he is going to be my husband. You won't control this part of my life." She said with tears in her eyes.

This was the only time you saw a soft side to Shakeya. She turned into a little girl around her father. The tension in the room had grown thick and everyone was on edge. Pauline had handed the baby to Desire.

  "Mi tink it's time for us to go. Mi love you." She said kissing Shakeya and hugging me.

  Cliffton just stormed out and like a good wife Pauline followed but I know in that car she is going to go off. What is a drama free day in this family like? I couldn't tell you. Shakeya was hurt and it hurt me that she was hurt. She played fine but I know the truth I can see it in her eyes.