Her Beef 2: A Different Me

Chapter 25

"I'm too good for you~I'm just too good to you~You take my love for granted"~Drake ft. Rihanna

Robyn

He climaxed with me but he called out Desire's name. I know that Drake is really in love with her but I just think that he is afraid. He is afraid to stay committed to her cause he thinks his fans won't love his music anymore if he is faithful. I know that I play with Aubrey's emotions but it's because I can't have the one person that I really want so I settle for Drake cause I know he will always be there.

He had a look of disappointment on his face when he opened his eye's. I knew he wished I was Desire. I know that I will never be Desire hell I can't compete with her for Aubrey's heart. He loves her and he always will. They are having a child together and I know once Aubrey really realizes he can't live without Desire they will be back together.

"I miss her so much." He said not really talking to me just speaking out loud. I just hugged him tightly cause I know the feeling all to well. "I know you do." I said trying to comfort him. I got up and went to the bathroom. When I came back he was on the phone. He was grinning from ear to ear.

"Desire has a doctor's appointment tomorrow so she told me to come. Maybe we can work this out after all." He said.

I just smiled at him cause I didn't know what to say. I have never seen Drake act like this over anybody before. I was thinking about Chris but I know that will never be again.

I just left cause I know for a fact that I wouldn't be able to deal with him being pumped up about Desire all night. I was just riding around Toronto when I saw Chris standing outside of this club so I pulled over.

"Can we talk for a second?" I asked him. He looked at me and just rolled his eye's. "Wus up man. I gotta get ready to go so make this quick." He said.

"I never should have started dealing with Drake again. You were right I knew it was wrong but I was being selfish. I miss you so much." I said.

He just looked at me like he was very interested in what I was saying. "Yo Robyn real shit you just been a different person lately and I ain't off that Ma. Like I gave you the chance to work this shit out wit me and you decided to go fuck this dude. I'm not wit that drama baby I gotta daughter to worry about. I guess I'll see you around." He said going back inside.

I really fucked things up with him. I will never stop loving Chris and he knows that, but I'm not that type of chick to just sit around and wait on a dude. Hell I'm Rihanna I can get anybody.

August

Desire called me and told me everything that happened when she got back to her spot. She also asked me to come with her to her doctors appointment and I told her that I would. Things are going Ok so far so I guess we just gonna take things slow and deal wit shit as it comes.

What I really wanna do is talk to this nigga Drake. I know he is going to be part of Desire life cause they bout to have a child together but I'm not trying to have to throw hands with this nigga every time I see him either. I had my people reach out to Drake's people so that we could meet up. He must have agreed cause they texted me a place and a time.

I look at like we both in this business and we deal with a lot of the same people so instead of beefin over shorty who clearly chose me I feel its best we talk on some grown man shit. If he come crazy I can turn into a beast real quick then we can get into some gangsta shit.