Dear Lovebeat

Chapter 27

SEIRRIL'S POV

Pagkatapos akong iwan ni Rain dito sa lobby ng ospital, napaiyak nalang ako. Ang sakit-sakit maiwan sa ere sa pangatlong beses.

Hinayaan ko na siya, nabuhay naman ako ng wala siya eh. Kakayanin ko 'to. Besides, my children needs me, so I have to be strong for them.

"Mommy, anong orhas po ako makhakhalabash?" Wilam asked. I smiled at him.

"Later baby, makakalabas ka na. Were just waiting for ninang Jenny." I told him and he just nodded.

"Ash. Sorry, late ako, inasikaso ko pa kasi yung papers ko sa school." Jenny said. I smiled at her.

"Okay lang. Iuwi mo na si Wilam, may mga aasikasuhin pa ako dito eh." I told her, she nodded and carried him.

"See you later baby. You should rest when you got home, okay?" I told Wilam.

"Yes, mommy." He said.

"I love you baby." I said and kissed him in his forehead.

"Sige sis, una na kami ah. Mag-iingat ka." Jenny said and they left.

Umupo ako sa kama ni Wilam. I look around the hospital room. Almost two years siyang nag-stay dito, is it much better to just let him stay in the house?

I sighed and stood up. Inayos ko na yung mga gamit at yung mga kalat namin dito sa room ng may yumakap sa likod ko.

"I'm sorry Sei." It was Rain. Hinarap ko siya.

"Sorry for what?" I asked him. He's still hugging me while looking straight in my eyes.

"Sorry for leaving you. I was just so confused that time. But I realized that I can't let you go on alone. I'm a part of you. I'm a part of your life, once I'm gone you can never be complete. So, I'm here to be a part of you, forever." Rain sincerely said. I smiled.

"Thanks for coming back to me." I said. He smiled.

"I'll always come back to you, because I love you so damn much. Do you still love me?" He asked. I held his face.

"I never stopped loving you. Even though you're pushing me away, I will always love you, because without you, I'm not me. I love you very much, Rain. I don't think I can go on perfectly with my life without you." I sincerely said.

He kissed me and then hugged me tighter. I hugged him back.

Thank you Lord for giving me this man. I promise to love and take care of him forever.

PAGDATING namin sa apartment, in-explain ko kay Seirril ang tungkol kay Wilam. Wilam knows about Seirril, his Dad, about kuya Josh, about everyone in my life. Kaya na-recognize niya agad si Rain at si Seirril pag-uwi namin.

Nakipag-skype ako kay kuya Josh para makilala nila si Wilam. Nag-enjoy si Wilam makipag-kwentuhan kay kuya Josh, kay Jarred at kay mama Trinity.

Naglalaro sila Seirril at Wilam, nung lumapit sa akin si Jenny at inabutan ako ng hot chocolate. I smiled at her and took the drink.

"Okay na ang pamilya mo. Wala ka na sikreto sakanila. Nagkabalikan na kayo ni Wilson, for real. Ano pa bang mahihiling mo?" Jenny said. I smiled.

"Oo nga eh. Okay na kami ni Rain, okay nadin ang pamilya ko sa mga anak ko. Okay na halos lahat. Dalawa nalang talaga." I said and looked at Jenny.

"Ano naman yun?" Napakunot-noo si ya. I sighed and looked at Rain playing with Seirril and Wilam.

"Ang family ni Rain at ang fiance niya." I said.

Si Lyka, at ang pamilya ni Rain. Sila pa ang problema ko, sila nalang ang kailangan ko maka-usap para maayos na ang problema ko. Para maging masaya na talaga kami ng pamilya ko. Sana maayos na.

"Birthday na ng mga bata bukas. Sana maayos niyo na yan, and malapit na ang graduation natin." Jenny said. I sighed.

"Kaya nga eh. Hays. Sana talaga maayos na. Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin sa family ni Rain. Pero, I know Lyka would be much happy para sa akin. Because she's inlove with someone. Yung parents lang talaga ni Rain."

"Well, goodluck sa family mo. Sa ngayon, isipin mo muna ang mga anak mo. Saka na yung problema niyo, maaayos niyo din yan. May awa ang Diyos." Jenny said, I smiled at her then hugged her.