Pain.

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30th September 2004
Matt's POV

"Still... Nothing..."

Mello only ever mumbled those words these days. He hardly slept and hardly ate, his skin had gone pale, occasionally when he thought I was sleeping I'd hear him cry. I think he said those two words to try and let me know how he was doing, he must have been able to tell that I was concerned for him, I bought up chocolate bars but he only ever took as small couple bites a day. Guess was the same, not 100% but still, it was like she was grieving for a death. They both seemed like zombies. I was sad for Robin's leave, don't get me wrong, but I had to look after the two of them.

I can see that Guess is trying to be strong; she smiles occasionally but I can see through it. She's trying to show me that I don't need to worry about her but I know I do. I hope that they will laugh and truly smile again sometime soon. It hasn't been that long, I know. But it... I want to say it's taking its toll on me but I feel nothing compared to them... Guess tries not to cry but still ends up losing her breath.

Guess's POV

I'm trying to be strong but... I can't, I'm not strong. I hate to see Matt's worried face. I need to help him look after Mello but... Something about Robin really made me love her. I want to go back in time, relive and relive these past few months. Matt I- ... I'm sorry, I wish I could do better than cry in your arms.

Mello's POV

Still... Nothing....

Robin...

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YES, THIS IS V V SHORT CHAPTER AND FOR THE TIME I WAS AWAY DAS ITS BAD BUT I SHALL UPLOAD A NEW CHAPTER V V SOON. I PROMISE :''( onto what I wrote before:

Okay, I have a couple updates. I'm writing this before the rest of the chapter so yay. First things first, sorry for no Xmas special, busier than I thought. I'm making a chapter about Xmas anyways so stay festive. Now about comments, I know I've been replying / trying to reply to all of you guys' comments but now I've got so many comments and they've only been increasing which is amazing but it just means I can't reply to them all, there still will be commenters (need to come up with a catchy name for this) I will still read them all of course; and lastly I'd like to say wow. You guys got really attached to Robin huh?! I'm so glad I managed to get you to have such a strong connection with my characters and that's just amazing. Thank you. Speaking of the Devils, commenters are!:

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See you in THE V V SOON UPCOMING CHAPTER - I PROMISE TWICE - ... Anyway...

-Guess

P.S: HAPPY NEW YEAR!! It's almost been a year since the first uploaded chapter, can you believe it?! My New Years resolution is to post more often so let's give this a go!?

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