Emma

Chapter Thirty-One: Again, Why?!?!?

As I was not finding Natalia nor Jason anywhere, I decided to go up to Natalia's room so see if she was there. I had a feeling that I should not go or something bad might happen, you know you just have those feeling but I went anyway. Taking the risk.

I got up the stairs, her bedroom door was already open, I heard moans and other noises as I approached her bedroom. Despite those sounds I peeked inside to see if I would see her still. The sight that caught me eyes caused tears to fill my eyes threatening to spill, I ran to my bedroom which was the one to the right and I heard footsteps behind me.

As I got into my room I locked the doors immediately and dropped to the floor, just letting the tear flow. "Emma, I can explain," Jason said constantly knocking the door. What he did was really bad, when I thought that I was a bad girlfriend for thinking of another person while with him but I had my reasons. What was his reason for 'doing' my stepsister? And by 'doing' I mean banging or should I say making out which might would have led to something else and I think that you know what that is. Hm, look at where he decided to do it too, right in the same friggin' house I live in!! on my mom's wedding day with me right there!!! Like right there!!

"I am sorry, Emma please open the door," Jason said.

"NO! NO YOU DO NOT GET TO SAY SORRY!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!" I yelled back at Jason through the door.

I heard someone else's footsteps and some mumbling. 

"What did you do..."

"I did not mean to..."

"You jerk..."

"I swear..."

"Just leave until she is not ready to talk..."

There were two knocks on the door afterwards, "Emma it is Nile, please open the door for me," my sister said, my real sister. "But only for you," I replied unlocking the door for Nile to come in. As she slid in I quickly locked back the door without sparing a second. 

I tightly hugged Nile and she hugged me back, "I so sorry," she said, rubbing soothing circles on my back. We both pulled away from the hug. "There is nothing for you to be sorry about, it was not your fault nor your doings, it was those two back stabbers," I said as I made me way to the closet and got something else to wear.

I walked into the bathroom and took off my dress, I looked myself in the mirror. Again with the same question in my head, WHY?!?!? I guess I am not that fortunate to have someone to love and to care for me and for me to do the same for them. Again, Why?!?!? I washed my face and changed in to some pajama pants and a sweater. All the lonely times I had without Antonio came rushing back into my mind. All of these memories in my head. But wait, why am I thinking about Antonio when it was Jason who hurt me?

"Are you okay in there?" Nile asked. I stepped out of the bathroom and went straight to the bed where I covered up. The place just seemed cold somehow. I started to shiver and and covered up more tightly only allowing my head to barely show. I closed my eyes trying to just clear my mind. As I remembered everything tears fell from me eyes. I felt the bed dip and I opened my eyes to see Nile sitting at the side end of the bed. My bed was a king size bed so it was pretty big. 

She checked my temperature and said that I had a high fever. 

"I am going to get some medicine for you, I will be back in a few," Nile said.

"No, I'll be fine with some sleep, I just need a glass of water and if possible a pack of marshmallows," I stated, trying to sit up. "Alright, whatever you say," she said and got up. She went out of the room, and closed the door.