High School Never Ends ◎5sos◎

12 "you are on indescribable man."

Meagan went the woods to clear her head, she always wears her a woman does not have to be modest in order to be respected mini top to show her feelings and she feels deeply strong about woman having respect, men don't have the right to treat them like animals or slaves, she feels as if Ashton was one of those men.

She decided to think about the party. I mean that's all she can think of, oh the glories of that night.

How can Ashton be so...protective over me now? He's never had any true feelings for me and maybe he's still drunk from the party. Calum treats me like a princess but Ashton treats me like one but in a different way, in a dirty way and I've had enough. I've had enough of everyone calling me a slut and my reputation being a complete show off.

She took in deep thought about this, it makes her stressed out, yes sure she would love a half naked photo for Instagram, a quick fuck with one of the boys in the bathroom and showing off what she is proud of.

But everyday is hard work, she didn't realise how dangerous and pathetic she was acting, maybe that's why Ashton treated her like that.

But Calum doesn't give a fuck what's she's like, he likes her for her and he said she had a beautiful personality which was hard to believe for Meagan herself. She needed someone funny and who could take care of her, not someone who fucks around with her and calls her pretty for sex.

She scared, she's never scared at the kind of situation because she loves the attention and two guys fighting over her? That's Christmas coming early for her. It's the fact that it's her two closest friends she's known for years makes it more meaningful, why does Calum suddenly like me now? Why is Ashton acting like he cares?

All of those questions were going through her mind like a helicopter, she felt dizzy and she even thought she was going to be sick.

She didn't know who she truly had feelings for, she never went to the point of liking a guy. She would simply use him for his body or looks, she didn't care about personality or creativity. It made people hate her for that specific reason but she didn't care what people think of her and that's why she's so confident with herself.

At this point she felt all the hate coming through her mind, all the negativity, rumours, everything is now hitting her in the face.

Slut
Whore
User
Dumb
Bitch
Cheater
Hooker

She hit her head to make the words go away, if someone was here right now they would think she's a psychopath. Her lips start to quiver uncontrollably, she screams in terror.

What have I done? Who even am I and why am I like this.

She felt her thoughts echoing out loud, she's frightened and lonely. You wouldn't expect the most popular girl in school to feel petrified.

You would think her life is great, great family, boyfriend(s), perfect car and perfect friend group.

You can't judge someone by the way they look, it can cause a lot of issues to the person inside. You don't know their background or their history, never make up things if they're not true, it can hurt the human. It can break them apart of even worse, kill them.

Meagan closed her eye, she started to imagine life if she wasn't the way she was. How different she would be, how strong she would have felt.

"Meagan?" She heard a soft voice beside her and she flinched twisting her head to see the boy she had lust for ever since they've met.