Fight (MCR)

Chapter 3 "Surrender the Night"

•••Chapter 3 "Surrender the Night"•••

"Holy shit!!! YOU ARE GERARD WAY! My Chemical Romance's lead singer!" was all I could say. One thing was for sure, I was smiling like a retard idiot...unlike him.

I was sure my freaking retard idiot smile was making me look...well, retarded and goofy, but I couldn't stand it. Like any other fangirl in the world, I had dreamed this moment for a long time. As cliché as this sounds, the entire situation was a dream come true.

God, I love that band! I honestly do! They were my un-caped heroes, my saviours, my rescuers from the dark, confusing and deep sadness my mum's...death had left in me. I remember discovering them just a couple of days after the tragic episode. They kinda saved my life. I admit considering suicide after weeks of self harming right after the disastrous event took place. They didn't just save my life; turns out they completed it as well. My mum gone created a void inside my heart that I thought couldn't be filled. Guess what? It could. They didn't fill it entirely but let's just say I'm much better now than back then not knowing music and someone else like me was all I needed. I craved someone's comprehension. My depression has been decreasing ever since I found my love for their music and what they do.

After I mentioned his name, he looked at me with disgust in his eyes and scoffed: "Why do YOU care?"

Why was he being so rudely mean to me? I had read about him and that he had some kind of depression going on in his life, but I didn't know why. I chose to keep it simple and nothing to make him angrier. Because, believe me, I've experienced the way he feels and it isn't a pretty feeling AT ALL. "I love My Chemical Romance so much"

His expression changed from confusion to a twinge of cute happiness. "Really?"he asked shyly. I couldn't help but notice his pale cheeks showed a rosy pink colour. He was blushing!

"Hell yeah! Why are you so surprised?"

It was incredible watching his mood change so rapidly. From depressed to annoyed to disturbed to confused to happiness to surprise. Was he bipolar? No, that was his brother Mikey, I believe.

He still seemed a little confused on how to answer a complete stranger as me, but he seemed happier, more alive. He built up with confidence and told me sincerely:

"I guess it's not usual for me. You know, we go to concerts and all people recognise us, but not much people do out of the shows in the street. I guess our music isn't so popular..." his eyes looked down.

I didn't like to see him sad. He was my hero and had made me a great favour so I was gonna make him happy in return. "Think of it this way, it isn't that your music isn't popular, it's just that it is exclusive only for those worth listening to something so good."

He smiled. Not a grin nor a smirk, I am being serious here! But a complete smile! Teeth included. He seemed so happy and flawless. I liked it this way.

I wasn't here to flirt or anything. I mean, he is a celebrity! I just thought, what do I lose by making someone smile?

"May I know the name of the girl standing in front of me?" his gentle question took me off guard after all his past negative behaviour towards me.

I analysed the situation logically, there was no one standing in front of him. If you think of it, I was facing his side although his head was facing my direction. "There's no one there" I pointed to his feet while I giggled.

He turned 90 degrees to face me completely. "Now there is," he said with a small grin on his voice.

"My name is Jade"

He seemed to like it. "My name is Ger-"

"I know. I know. And it's a pleasure to meet you at last."

And it was true.

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"Sometimes I don't enjoy being famous..." Gerard told me as we sat facing each other on the carpet of the hotel hall.

"Why?" I asked confused.

He seemed to be formulating the answer in his mind with a harsh look set on his face. "When I get introduced to someone, that someone knows everything about me already. I feel...it's not so proper and interesting. I miss good old introductions to people..." he pouted.

This was my attempt to lighten up the mood. "Well, then I'll pretend I don't know anything about you if that makes you feel better."

We had been talking for a while since the moment he transformed his attitude towards me. The difference in him was huge. He became relaxed and even though it wasn't exactly happening, I could see he was trying to open up more to me. He seemed to be a pretty nice and lovely guy, but he doesn't seem happy at all. I wonder why...

He had told me the rest of My Chemical Romance were gonna perform the next day's night at a pavilion situated right here in Pittsburgh along with him, and that he was looking forward to it. Music releases stress and when Gerard sings, that's exactly how he feels, according to what he told me.

I wished I had known they were going to perform and could have bought tickets for the show. I kept quiet though; meeting a member of your favourite band is more than any kind of fan could ever ask for.

"Crap! You look exhausted, Jade" he told me sweetly, but at the same time surprised, while he yawned himself. And as a reflect, I guess, I yawned too.

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