India in Mm
At the mall we're at footlocker with my brother while he finds some sneakers to match his outfit for the party tonight I know I should be happy that he's here but I'm not because I know as soon I get used to him being around he's gonna leave again it always happens
When he's around I feel protected and I know he's always gonna be there to comfort me I know its selfish but I wish he would've never went to college he could've just kept selling drugs at least he would've been around I miss the times we had when we were younger and I couldn't sleep at night and I'd come into his room he'd already have my spot right next to him we'd talk all night until I fell asleep not one time while I was sleep would he leave my side I miss my brother being around so much but I know that only one thing would come out of him being in the streets he'd either be dead or in jail I would never wanna lose my brother to the streets it wouldn't just be losing him I'd lose apart of me as well
Drowning in my thoughts I wasn't even paying attention and he was calling name...... Nene I heard him whisper yell
Huh?I said kinda confused on what's going on .Do you want these shoes or not he said kinda annoyed he held up some custom limited edition Jordan 14's Oh yeah their cute I said with a forced smile
He stares at me for a minute then shook his head before going to pay for them .kaylen and Kylie came up to me
What's up with you girl you havent been acting like yourself since we been here I thought you liked shopping Kylie said
Kaylen just stares at me I know she's probably still mad at me for not telling my brother what's been going on but what does she expect me to do I know how he is and I don't want him going to jail because of me I have to come up with a plan quick though because I feel like he's gonna find out sooner or later and I'm gonna be in a lot of trouble
India tells her sister to stop asking me so many questions and when I'm ready to talk I will see that's why I love her she always so understanding
She's like the only girl I'd share my brother with hopefully sooner or later they will admit their feelings to each other everybody knows they've loved each other since he was 12 and she was 11
