Noelle

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Pulling up to my mom's house I see that the garage is open and both of the cars are gone so I'm guessing nobody's home

I unlock the door with my key and go upstairs to Nivias room searching around nothing was out of place until I walked to her bed lying there was a picture of her along with her panties
The picture was smashed with a thick white substance on it looked like .......

Oh hell no I hope that ain't what I think it is I thought as I looked closer to the picture frame it was cumm but it wasn't from a woman it was from a man and it was fresh so this had to happen right before I got here

Who could it be from the only man that's always here is my mom's husband it couldn't be him he never seemed like the type of person to do sick shit like this but if it was him I had to be sure

Continuing my search in her room I found a box with a combination lock on it I started thinking of the password could be I tried everything birthdays and all what could it be I thought I tried one more date 06/27/13 the day my mom married Charles "that's weird AF I said aloud

The lock opened and I looked inside to find many things I didn't know about Nivia there were suicide letters pills and razor's I couldn't believe what I was seeing

The last thing I found was her diary opening I read the first page that was dated 12/26/13 a fews days after i had first gotten arrested for drug possession I didn't see her for two weeks

Dear Diary

I know I should be happy because its the day after Christmas and the fact that I got everything I asked for but I'm not my brothers in jail the only person that I feel really cares about me I feel safe when he's around and now that he's not I'm scared that I might not see him again not only that but I've been home by myself with my moms husband all week and he's been doing weird things to me one time I was in my room getting dressed and he came in rubbing himself while watching me after that he told me to lay down while he rubbed himself on me he said it was a game he wanted to play I knew it wasn't though I knew it was wrong but I couldn't tell anyone he told me if I did that he'd hurt my mom and I didn't want that I wanted to protect her this was only the start of the horrors that came after this day

I couldn't even continue reading I was sick to my stomach how could a grown man find so much interest in a little girl like that I was angry at this moment my Blood was boiling I can't believe my sister went through this for so long and none of us ever knew I should've paid more attention to her I should've been around more I thought I feel like this is my fault my sister's in pain and I wasn't there to prevent it from happening

Going out the door to my car I sat there for a minute before pulling off there was only one thing on my mind I wanted blood and no matter what the price was I was gonna end his fuckin life he was gonna feel everything she felt plus more

I'm not stopping until Charles meets his maker and burns in hell nobody gets away with hurting my sister

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