I knew deep down that no matter how bad things were everything would be okay I love you Nivia until the end of my days
Yours Truly,
Terrell Travis
I've reread this a thousands times in the last two hours and for the life of me I still couldn't process the words pressed upon these lines reading between the lines wasn't an option the ink stained letters were as clear as day it was much more to Terrell Travis than just his name he and I weren't much different but I could never see what could be common between the two I'd never known that he lived that life of horror only to come here for new beginnings and have me rip out his heart I'd never hated myself so much My own selfish fears kept me from the boy I loved more than anything I was stupid to still love Iree when in the end I knew nothing of the demons inside him lurking in the shadows From Dear Nivia to yours truly my tears smeared the ink I cried for me I cried for Terrell I cried for Trey I cried because crying was all that I could seem to do there was no need to try to run after him he was thousands of miles away now in the mist of the night without a warning Terrell left I guess more sooner than later he got tired of fighting for something that couldn't fight for him
